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-I cried like u for some time and then just fired the heart. I felt it's not beating anymore for nobody. He listen carefully still looking at me. -U are so beautiful, man. How I see it only now, those freckles are amazing. I brushed him off and laughed at him. -Cause u are blind Han. He sniffed and laughed too, still looking at me. -Maybe I am. He touched my face tracing the freckles all around looking as if I was under the microscope and I was just there sitting and allowing to do anything the child wanted. He moved closer looking at my eyes. We met in the gaze as he breathes out the air and his mouth slightly opened. We have never been so close to each other. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The story contains other ships too. I don't ship any of them. Story has SMUT and depression and etc...... It's my second BL book and English isn't my main language. I won't write warnings, only if the content will be too specific!

"What the fuck have you've done?" -TordTom -Paultryk (I ship the characters only.) *Future AU. - lots of angst. enjoy. ʕ'• ᴥ•̥'ʔ

{COMPLITED} [NOTICE: This is a sequel to the first Broken Music, so go read it first if you havent, so you'll understand the story better!! :D] It's been two years since the incident. And Theo is still an asshole. Worse than before. Everything starts getting better and seems to be going okay, but that doesn't last long. (Art in this book, even the cover, is mine, unless stated otherwise.) ⚠︎Warning:⚠︎ -Blood -Gore -Fighting -Abuse -Offensive/Strong Language -Intense Kissing -Rape (NO smut! Or if there is, there is gonna be a warning!!) (And yes, this AU is made by me. And if someone wants to draw fanart, which no one probably will, post it on instagram and tag me @cjeddsworldfreak, or then send it to me on discord @freak#0144 ) ((I will also probably redraw the cover at some point)) Chapter 1 puplished:December 3rd 2020

Summary: This story is about an incredible unique autistic girl and her two equally incredible best friends. Will they ever get out of the friend zone? A little taste of the story: Is it a sin to love someone too much? To say I miss her is an understatement. I can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't function. She is constantly on my mind as she dwelled herself deep inside my heart. My heart aches for her. Every time I think of her, I smile but my heart hurts like hell because she lives far away. Too far. Sometimes all I can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before I fall apart. Is it wrong to love someone this deeply at such an early age? I have inappropriate thoughts about her...about us. Not, as we are presently but grown up as adults. I'm jealous of my twin brother because he wants to take her from me. I can't let go of what's making me sad because its also the only thing that makes me happy. Her. I cannot lose her, because if I do, I will lose my best friend, my smile, my heart, my soul mate, my everything. If it is a sin, I don't think I want to be forgiven because I truly believe that God has sent her into my life to give me something to fight for, to show me there is love in this world, to give me hope and to bring me joy. All the proof I need in God is in her. She is a gift from heaven." ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ * language *drugs & alcohol * violence *assault & rape *nudity & sex

Requests are open, first page for all the information you need because I suck at descriptions. Warning- all warnings will be at the beginning of the oneshot. I do not ship the actual people but the fictional characters that I don't own. The characters belong to the creators of Eddsworld.

45 Days (Septiplier Chat Story; Day Series #1) What will you do if someone message you? Will you freak out? Or, message him/her back? That's what happened on Sean and Mark's story. They met on a random chat app, messaging and cursing each other, and making some dirty jokes. But they don't know that, they falling to each other. But there's a big problem they need to answer... Will their relationship last longer even if, one of them need to go? Will they relationship survive? What will happen now to their 45 days chatting each other? (Contains curses and slight depressive scenes. Read at your own risk. And if your finding a smut septiplier, i'm sorry but i guess you enter on a wrong book.)

♫ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ʟᴇᴍᴏɴ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ ᴍᴀɴ♫ --- Edd, a bittersweet deaf boy; Matt, a sweetheart on the inside and a bit on the outside; Tom, a happy little angel whom slowly goes insane; Riley, a mysterious girl who helps Edd with his classes; Tord, a boy who didn't last long; What happens if they all meet and watch as they're world turns upside down. What if they all disappear?... [{inspo - "Cavetown - Lemon Boy"}] --------- { WARNING‼️ CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING : GORE, MURDER, CUTTING ONESELF, SUICIDE AND DEATH/DEAD BODIES❕IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TOWARDS THE FOLLOWING DO NOT READ THIS BOOK :) ‼️‼️ } ----- ( sorry if things are a bit wrong but its my book and i write what comes to mind lmao- sorry if theres typos too hah, enjoy though!1! :D )

"You were worried about me, Specs?" He smirked. "No, Tyler. I hoped that someone cut up your corpse and fed it to paranas. Obviously I was, you idiot! I'm a doctor. Worrying about people is kind of programmed into my system. It's a curse if you ask me," I surprised myself a lot more than I thought was possible with my answer. And what did he do? Laugh! He fucking laughed! Not full on rolling- on- the- floor laughter but a laugh nonetheless. "This isn't funny, Tyler." "It kind of is. Almost a month ago, I would've sworn that you hated me. Be careful, Specs," he squinted down at me, "or you might actually sound as if you like me." I rolled my eyes. "Don't flatter yourself. I was concerned. Don't confuse that with affection. It's two very, very different things." *** When you think that all is not lost in the world. That not all men are pricks and that not all sushi is bad. When you think that there is a light, no matter how dim, at the end of the tunnel. When you think that life isn't the ruthless bitch you've always thought it was... It turns around and bites you in the ass. When you think that the past will always and forever remain where it should be... It comes at you from every direction. Like a violent tsunami destroying everything...and everyone in it's path. Can you change what happened? I wish. Can you stop what's going to happen? God! I really hope so.

|| MATURE THEMES || "And you say "Did you even notice, that I, began, to bleed?" And it all goes out of focus, and I hear you start to scream. Help me. Help me. Why won't you help me?" - flatsound - "Well I was at a friend's, and that's the only answer your going to get, so quit asking!" I snap, and he just sits there in disbelief. I not only hated when people asked questions they already know the answer to, because it seems like they're trying to be smug about it, or have some egotistical strong belief that they know everything. "Help me, help you. I don't fully understand where you're coming from, but I'd like to get your perspective on things. We're going to be around each other for awhile so just open up a bit. I know your irritated because you don't want help, but nothings wrong with at least trying to explain what's happening." I was a bit taken back with his response, it was like my heart yearned to pour out all my secrets, and the deepest darkest thoughts that I keep hidden was threatening to spill out from my mouth. "We've known each other for what? Three days? And you think we have some unbreakable bond?" My body screamed to stop, but it was like first instinct. To push the people who love me, away, and people who want to get to know me better, away. Though I don't exactly enjoy this part of myself, but I know in my heart, that if I get involved with him, it'd only break my heart. ✙✙✙✙ STARTED : September 26, 2023 FINISHED : October 1, 2023 ✰✰✰✰ #6 johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 #174 depressing 09/30/23 #42 sad romance 09/30/23 #62 readatyourownrisk 09/30/23 #25 youtuberxreader 09/30/23 #5 probation 09/30/23 #4 housearrest 09/30/23