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Summary: This story is about an incredible unique autistic girl and her two equally incredible best friends. Will they ever get out of the friend zone? A little taste of the story: Is it a sin to love someone too much? To say I miss her is an understatement. I can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't function. She is constantly on my mind as she dwelled herself deep inside my heart. My heart aches for her. Every time I think of her, I smile but my heart hurts like hell because she lives far away. Too far. Sometimes all I can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before I fall apart. Is it wrong to love someone this deeply at such an early age? I have inappropriate thoughts about her...about us. Not, as we are presently but grown up as adults. I'm jealous of my twin brother because he wants to take her from me. I can't let go of what's making me sad because its also the only thing that makes me happy. Her. I cannot lose her, because if I do, I will lose my best friend, my smile, my heart, my soul mate, my everything. If it is a sin, I don't think I want to be forgiven because I truly believe that God has sent her into my life to give me something to fight for, to show me there is love in this world, to give me hope and to bring me joy. All the proof I need in God is in her. She is a gift from heaven." ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ * language *drugs & alcohol * violence *assault & rape *nudity & sex

This is a Reincarnation Au I'm doing that takes place in the far future a world created by Edd where he rules as a god and can make anything happen, there he re meets his 3 best friends and go on new adventures and extra characters to appear later on in this Au everyone has no memory of there past life Edd then encounters Tom Tord and Matt and starts getting strange feelings that he knew them long ago but they say they never met. Edd slowly starts remembering and remembers that this world he created and can change the past present and future. And tells his friends about it all. Cast Edd Tom Matt Tord Paul Pat Eduardo Jon Hellucard Ace/Fun dead kid This might have a bit of shipping so TomTord, TordEdd, MattEdd, paultryk, hellukid etc also there well be swearing and sexual things so please read at your own risk!

-I cried like u for some time and then just fired the heart. I felt it's not beating anymore for nobody. He listen carefully still looking at me. -U are so beautiful, man. How I see it only now, those freckles are amazing. I brushed him off and laughed at him. -Cause u are blind Han. He sniffed and laughed too, still looking at me. -Maybe I am. He touched my face tracing the freckles all around looking as if I was under the microscope and I was just there sitting and allowing to do anything the child wanted. He moved closer looking at my eyes. We met in the gaze as he breathes out the air and his mouth slightly opened. We have never been so close to each other. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The story contains other ships too. I don't ship any of them. Story has SMUT and depression and etc...... It's my second BL book and English isn't my main language. I won't write warnings, only if the content will be too specific!

"Are you okay? Can you still stand up?" I asked him "Go away!" He replied I remember the day I met him he was wearing a black shirt and black pants. He looks helpless and wasted until I get to know him more after the incident "I just wanna be the one who can He call and I wanna be the one who can be with him always" He explained I didn't know that he and I would be friends, I didn't know that I could be the one who would listen to his complaints and dramas, but I didn't know that....he likes someone else "I can be the one you can call and... I can be the one that you can be with always" I replied while looking at him We both didn't talk and stayed silent. I guess being in love makes you stupid and I can prove that as I am the stupid one

"What the fuck have you've done?" -TordTom -Paultryk (I ship the characters only.) *Future AU. - lots of angst. enjoy. ʕ'• ᴥ•̥'ʔ

Language: English ●●● I've made a new writing challenge, and this's my crappy ver. ●●● Fandom include: ※Boboiboy ※Countryhumans (Just Rice gang but tho) ※Mekakucity Actor/Kagerou Project ※DanPlan (when drama's happen and if scenario) ●●● [ Publish: Dec 2019 ] [ Revise 1: Jan 2020 ] [ Revise 2: May-June 2020 ] [ Complete: May 2020 ] ●●● #4 January [Jan 12th 2020] #4 Revision [ Idk when- ] #14 Mekakucityactors [June 02nd 2020] (I just like the number, that's all) ●●● Please don't be a plagiat :)

|| MATURE THEMES || "And you say "Did you even notice, that I, began, to bleed?" And it all goes out of focus, and I hear you start to scream. Help me. Help me. Why won't you help me?" - flatsound - "Well I was at a friend's, and that's the only answer your going to get, so quit asking!" I snap, and he just sits there in disbelief. I not only hated when people asked questions they already know the answer to, because it seems like they're trying to be smug about it, or have some egotistical strong belief that they know everything. "Help me, help you. I don't fully understand where you're coming from, but I'd like to get your perspective on things. We're going to be around each other for awhile so just open up a bit. I know your irritated because you don't want help, but nothings wrong with at least trying to explain what's happening." I was a bit taken back with his response, it was like my heart yearned to pour out all my secrets, and the deepest darkest thoughts that I keep hidden was threatening to spill out from my mouth. "We've known each other for what? Three days? And you think we have some unbreakable bond?" My body screamed to stop, but it was like first instinct. To push the people who love me, away, and people who want to get to know me better, away. Though I don't exactly enjoy this part of myself, but I know in my heart, that if I get involved with him, it'd only break my heart. ✙✙✙✙ STARTED : September 26, 2023 FINISHED : October 1, 2023 ✰✰✰✰ #6 johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 #174 depressing 09/30/23 #42 sad romance 09/30/23 #62 readatyourownrisk 09/30/23 #25 youtuberxreader 09/30/23 #5 probation 09/30/23 #4 housearrest 09/30/23

(Previously The Darkness) When I closed my eyes at that time, I felt scared and worried... I became drifted into the dark, and couldn't hear anything but cries sobbing for me... Same happening to him, he tries to bear with the pain despite its atrocity, his body weakening again and again everytime he sees me... What happened? Everything was fine at the time... But why only darkness surrounds me? ______________________ Kim Seokjin Kim Taehyung BTS Status: Completed Started: 09/03/2021 Finished: 08/09/2021 Warning: Contains sensitive scenes and topics with mention of violence and blood, read at your own risk. This story is a fanfiction and fruits of my imagination and has nothing to do with reality, originally written by me and not stolen from any other story, if you find any resemblance here to any other please inform me and I assure that it's pure coincidence. ACHIEVEMENTS 🏆 1st Place In The Cyclone Awards 2021 🏆 3rd place in the Pied Piper Ships Awards 2021 Collaboration with @WadahAlhaimi Originally written by @WadahAlhaimi and @KimLunaRJ2 Enjoy 💜