When Will You See Me?
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Story Synopsis:
Being a guy falling in love with another guy is what they call suicidal tendencies when it comes to love.
Is it my fault that I fell in love with a person having the same gender as mine? Is this foolishness? Then why can't I seem to stop it? Why is it that no matter what I do it keeps on happening again, again and again?
I know from the start that this feeling of mine will never be requited since that person seems only notice me as his friend. More precisely one of his close friends. I never wanted nor think that I will let that person know what I really feel. I am prepared to bring this secret of mine to the grave. But the heavens seems to oppose this plan of mine.
Why do you ask?
How can I fight for this feeling of mine if I am the caused of his blindness? How can I say to him that I was the cause of his untimely accident that robbed him not only of his sight but also of his bright future? How can I say to him that I am a man?
So what if I used his disability to eased my conscience? I am willing to do everything even serve him forever just to compensate for what have I done.
The question now is...
Is it enough? Is that enough? Am I enough?
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