When Will You See Me?

Story Synopsis:

Being a guy falling in love with another guy is what they call suicidal tendencies when it comes to love.

Is it my fault that I fell in love with a person having the same gender as mine? Is this foolishness? Then why can't I seem to stop it? Why is it that no matter what I do it keeps on happening again, again and again?

I know from the start that this feeling of mine will never be requited since that person seems only notice me as his friend. More precisely one of his close friends. I never wanted nor think that I will let that person know what I really feel. I am prepared to bring this secret of mine to the grave. But the heavens seems to oppose this plan of mine.

Why do you ask?

How can I fight for this feeling of mine if I am the caused of his blindness? How can I say to him that I was the cause of his untimely accident that robbed him not only of his sight but also of his bright future? How can I say to him that I am a man?

So what if I used his disability to eased my conscience? I am willing to do everything even serve him forever just to compensate for what have I done.

The question now is...

Is it enough? Is that enough? Am I enough?