The Psychopathic Diaries
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Imagine never feeling pain, love or guilt. Imagine having the urge to murder every innocent victim that lurks around the earth around you. Imagine never feeling hungry. Imagine Being a mentally deranged psychopath. I , Mikko Tylers, don't have to imagine any of those because I don't feel pain, love or guilt. I have the urge to kill. I don't ever feel hungry. I am a mentally deranged psychopath. No I am not ashamed of who I am and what I feel because I didn't choose to be who I am. I'm just another useless being who got lost on the path to hell and ended up here. Only I don't have feelings. I know others like me but they all have feelings. They all have been left in sorrow after having to leave their family's. Then there's me who killed all my family. Yes I guess I have felt a small strange version of pleasure, but not off what normal people would get pleasure from. I get pleasure from taking peoples lives and taking different body parts and feeding them to other people.
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