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(ON HOLD FOREVER)

HurtingInsideForever

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Parts 11
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Reads 553
Votes 18
Parts 11
Time 1h 49m

HurtingInsideForever

Mature

(EDITING UNDER A DIFFERENT NAME!!! Someone to wipe the tears away is now called The Love Curse...just check out my profile and you'll realise what the fuck I mean, okay?...peace out -MarzBarr :D)
Esmee Sherls had the best of everything. A perfect family. A perfect set of friends. A perfect boyfriend. Heck, she even had the perfect grades. But was she happy? Meeting a tall, dark and handsome stranger ruined it all, one by one her hopes were crushed. A secret only she used to know, and no-one else, was discovered. First her boyfriend left her side, then her friends turned against her, and finally she was ripped away from her loving family. Esmee once knew love, and she's desperate for it to belong to her again. Would she fall in love with someone who would wipe away her tears, or someone whom she fears? Esmee only knows bitter and twisted people, and she refuses to let them ruin her pure heart.All Rights Reserved

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