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Suicidal Headcase

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Parts 17
Time 1h 51m

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Josh had committed suicide, but he has a chance at redemption. Only if he can save another person from the same fate. 

He's given time back on Earth as well as connections to someone's thoughts and emotions he's never met. 

Now Josh has to find this Tyler Joseph and save him from himself, but he never imagined himself falling in love. 

***there will be trigger warnings. Things such as depression, suicide.***

***disclaimer: i only edited the photo, I don't own it or any of the people in the story.***All Rights Reserved

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Hear Me Now by fairly_unknown

Tyler is the quiet kid on the basketball team, burdened by depression, schizophrenia, and hiding his love of making music. Josh is the outgoing kid who always loves to bang on the drums. When Josh finds one of Tyler's poems after a basketball game, can he convince Tyler to pursue his love? Will Tyler open up to Josh? With every open door, comes a brick wall. A Joshler fanfic! Book 1 of 2. Second Book: We Go Where We Want Too **I do not own the picture just edited itor these people!**

I Prefer The Drummer (Book 2 // Joshler) by im-soo-dun

[SEQUEL TO: I Fancy The Singer] One band: twenty one pilots, two musicians: a drummer and a singer, one bond: a friendship, one accident: and so it all began. Tyler and Josh were best friends, but after Tyler's accident, it was as if he was meeting Josh again for the first time and he grew different feelings for him only to find out that they had been mutual all along. The two boys are back home and Tyler begins to re-discover music for what feels like the very first time. Between learning the piano and writing poetry, he starts to remember Twenty Øne Piløts, the band he and Josh formed. Josh is forced to deal with his past, haunted by the memories of what he's done to bring Tyler home safely. Nothing is perfect and the two of them know it but certainly they aren't going to give up that easily. Power to the local dreamer. |-/ [Cover Credit: inl0veanddeath on deviantart.com]

band aids ↠ joshler ✔ by jupitermavericks

"dude, i'm telling you, tyler can't know. please don't tell him." - josh has been confined ever since he was eighteen. first, a prison. now, a mental hospital. - josh bit his lip before hastily asking, "can i.. am i allowed to know his name?" gaspipe only moved his finger in a circular motion, gesturing for josh to leave. the brunet sighed, standing and placing a hand on the doorknob. however, just before stepping out, he heard a name escape gaspipe's lips; "tyler. tyler joseph." and just like that, any and all excitement josh previously had was suddenly lost. of course, it had to be him. nevertheless, josh left the room anyway, preparing to live the last two days to their fullest before meeting with tyler. of course, it had to be a joseph. - //3-27-17// 6-28-17 \\4-7-17\\ 7-1-17 [Trigger Warning]

Message Man by fairly_unknown

Tyler runs a secret (Blurry) blog where he posts unusual messages to cope with his troubles. Not many understand. Josh did. Tyler is sick and Josh won't let him go through it alone. ***Will be trigger warnings, though not many. Character death, depression, and ilness.*** ***DISCLAIMER: I don't own the people or media in the story. I only edited the cover.***

Thinking Different Thoughts by princemikey

Josh was the new kid and he was making a big impression. He's loud, he's a total punk, he gets in trouble and doesn't give a fuck what people think (of course))). Tyler is the cute pastel-y kid in school who wears cute clothing and sometimes heels. He's friends with all the popular girls and practically everyone else in school. He and Josh are polar opposites. And they're roommates at boarding school, now. Everyone's curious about how this is going to work. Tyler hopes he doesn't fuck up in trying to make friends. He liked Josh. And Josh likes him. But Josh has a reputation to keep. But that can be put on hold if Tyler can make him feel something again. Good or bad feeling, Josh is desperate and doesn't care anymore.

Songbird (Tradley AU) by TiredTris

__ "I can't love you." "...I don't understand." "And you never will. This is your what if." "I don't want you to be my what if, though." "And I didn't want him to be mine, yet here we are.' __ Tristan Evans, notorious man whore and slut of the century has lost the man he cared most about. He is severely depressed and can't go a day without his mind being plagued with what if's. So when the new boy in town reminds him of the fiancé he lost, it takes all the self control he has to be able to control himself and not suffocate his newest love interest. However, can you love someone enough to make a relationship work when you're only with them for someone else || completed 23/11/16||

keep it up ↠ joshler ✔ by jupitermavericks

"life is precious, man. appreciate it." "sometimes there's just nothing to appreciate, you know?" --- it's only been a week since high school ended and tyler joseph has already been kicked out of his own house. depressed, angry, and now homeless, tyler isn't sure what to do. he's known for a while he doesn't like life. he self harms, cries himself to sleep, and is more suicidal than before thanks to this new situation. it's as if he's fallen down a hole and isn't capable of climbing out of it. that is, until a very pale boy with blue hair enters the scene. tyler can't understand why, of all people, this 'josh' is determined to save him. but at this point, is he really sure about anything? tyler, very slowly, begins to find joy. it's in music, it's in basketball, but most of the time it's confined in the time he spends with josh. but as tyler begins to get better, josh seems to be getting worse. only tyler is too oblivious to notice. --- [ COMPLETED ] (Co-Written with @tentacleurie) (Seriously she wrote half of this) (Go follow her)

Mentors - A Joshler Fic by TyJoTheLeaf

Warning: Will contain mentions of suicide, cutting, depression, and gay smut. Tyler Joseph is a depressed and suicidal ninth grader, struggling through life. Josh Dun is a popular senior, captain of the soccer team. Josh signs up to be a mentor to an at risk undergrad and gets assigned to the school loner and weirdo, Tyler Joseph. The two quickly bond over school work and that bond begins to evolve into something even more. But will Tyler be able to accept love he doesn't think he deserves? Will Josh be able to come to terms with his sexuality and be able to be there for Tyler when he needs him most?

Let's Recelebrate (a Joshler story) (Celebrate ALTERNATE version) by InthenameofJoshDun

Joshua Dun struggled with mental health. When his new friend Jenna introduced him to a certain artist that wrote songs about depression and suicidal thoughts, Josh knew he'd found the most important music he'd ever find. Tyler Joseph was an up-and-coming artist that played medium sized hometown shows, but only small shows outside of his home state, 'cause he hadn't gotten signed yet. As Josh becomes a bigger and more devoted fan over the years, Tyler becomes a bigger, more popular, more successful artist. While Josh loved Tyler's success, he secretly wished Tyler didn't become more and more distant from fans, and much harder to reach. Josh thought it was impossible to meet Tyler again, until one day, he takes a wrong turn and finds Tyler crying outside his tour bus. ~~THIS book is COMPLETE. Book 2 (of the same title, Let's Recelebrate) is a DIRECT continuation. It is out now and actively being updated!! ~~ (re)Writing an alternate version of my (probably) most popular book Celebrate, because I always wished I had written the beginning differently. This is how I wished I had written this story in the first place. Some rankings: 1 #21p - 2023 1 #joshuadun - 2023 1 #21pilots - 2023 2 #tøp - 2023 3 #twentyonepilots 2023 2 #tysh - 2023 1 #twentyonepilots - 2022 2 #21pilots - 2022 2 #21p - 2022 5 #tøp - 2022 9 #tysh - 2022 Started on June 22, 2022

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Hear Me Now

Tyler is the quiet kid on the basketball team, burdened by depression, schizophrenia, and hiding his love of making music. Josh is the outgoing kid who always loves to bang on the drums. When Josh finds one of Tyler's poems after a basketball game, can he convince Tyler to pursue his love? Will Tyler open up to Josh? With every open door, comes a brick wall. A Joshler fanfic! Book 1 of 2. Second Book: We Go Where We Want Too I do not own the picture just edited itor these people!