Saying Goodbye

I tried so hard to hide it, I tried so hard to ignore the names, I tried so hard to be perfect but i failed. I thought if I could lose a little more then all the names would stop. I lost all my friends because of Ana and i'm sure my family hates me because of Mia. I've been told I did it to myself and I believe every single word. Who ate and ate until they couldn't walk? Me. Who just couldn't say no to fastfood? Me. I made myself fat, I welcomed Ana and Mia into my life and I will say goodbye.