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Kye. Kye, Kye, Kye...  You were the first person to find the sensitive spot on my upper thighs.  A fresh thought of you came into my mind every three seconds - it wasn't one or two seconds, I mean that's too short to savour you. And that's where you stayed for the past five years, right in the front of my mind.

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Various ideas, perceptions and memories make up this semi-autobiographical story based upon life experiences, people I've encountered and future aspirations. 
Some chapters are told through the words of the fictitious Rose, others in my own voice.
This is a considered and therapeutic look at the wonderment of life - something I have never really given as much space or time to.

Love, lust, light, laughter, loathe, lacklustre, longevity... LIFE.All Rights Reserved

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Headspace (Book 1) ✓ by dustychalks

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Drunken Confession 🥂❤️ by SK_O3NLove

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Too Many Maybe's by NathalieGuldberg

I used to think there'd be no living without you. Then, you walked away. Like it was the easiest thing in the world. We finally stopped making sense to you. So, you left. Why wouldn't you. It didn't matter that it still made sense to me. That I still held on to all those what ifs and unanswered questions of us. Still hoped for things to work out somehow. Still needed things to work out. Needed it like food and water. This story might not make much sense to you, reader. It was written for him. And in many ways for myself. But I am grateful for your desire to explore our life's tale non the less. It was quite something. I hope you'll get something out of it.

Blue Ribbon by pumpkinyara

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My untold love (Complete)- Under Re-Edition. by SvShri

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