the story of a boy named Tyler (Slow Edit)

hey guy Tyler here this is not a true story just so you know Justis and I work on this together it's very slow because we have our own lives me dealing with depression and him being grounded all the time but I hope you love it none the less also this has many triggering things like cutting and stuff so if your sensitive please look for a different story to read next to the fire my user is @transftmshipper ok now ill leave you be *flys away*
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Sera, a lonely High school girl, deals with a lot of things in her life. Such as abuse and barely having any friends. The main thing she is dealing with is being transgender. Down the road, she will acquire allies and enemies. Will she be able to go through with her decision or will it lead to unspoken measures?
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can't believe I almost did it...

no.

I can't believe I stopped myself...

I couldn't think of why 1 minute I was running away from Justis...my best friend...the next I was by a Clift bridge and sat on the edge.

Anxiety and depressed thoughts kick in... I wanted to do it... I had every right to do it, my family hates me, I'm tormented every day.Whether through words or actions I'm self-destructive I tell myself over and over why am I not good enough.People wonder why I don't believe in God because he's never there when you need him.

This is the 5th time I got this bad and every time God wasn't there some else was there to save me.....Justis would save me...
he would invade my thoughts like a Naegleria Fowler. (A brain parasite if you were confused). I hated him for it but I guess you could say that loved him for it too.