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The Girl Every one Judged || book one

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--COMPLETED--

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Kim was unable to move. 

Neither could she breathe.

It was out. 

The secret she was dying to hide, was out.

And there was nothing that could salvage herself from drowning in the cruel decision she'd made.

Not even him. 

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Kimberly Marie Hearts. 

A really pretty name for a beautiful curvy blonde with blue, round eyes. 

And also a really typical name for a typical high school slut.

But what really is the definition of slut? 

Showing their body off by wearing revealing clothes? ✔️
Having night stands with different guys almost every night? ✔️
Caking their face with make-up, only to resemble a barbie? ✔️
Acting like a bitch who owns the fucking universe? ✔️

That is exactly the definition of, a typical high school slut.

The 'definition' of a "Barbie-Wannabe" ; Kimberly Marie Hearts.

Yet, there's another side to the story, as to why, and how, this high school slut, became who she was.

The ugly truth of humans living in planet earth : most judge you based on their knowledge.

And this is the story of how and why Kimberly Marie Hearts was sculpted into the woman she was, and also what slut-shaming plus bullying encouraged her to do.

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🏆 :
1st place in the short story category { The Mystical Awards July }
2nd place in the short story category { The Hoot Awards 2017 }

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!! WARNING !!
- IT IS A VERY HEAVY BOOK, SO PLEASE STOP READING IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT. 
-This is my FIRST TIME writing such a heavy book, so there'd definitely be mistakes. 
-Lowkey really messed up so read at your own risk!All Rights Reserved

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