Keeping this up as a sort of cringe letter from baby me to current me. Wouldn't recommend reading it unless you already have and want to relive this, and in that case go for it you wild child.
i legit wrote this in 2013 when i was 15 so yes it is going to be cringe as hell. if you can't handle the cringe, please don't read it. thank you and i hope you don't have high expectations lmao