denials
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Fri, Sep 22, 2017
poems with no chronological order • of love
disclaimer: not all stuff are mine
do not read this if you want to feel happy because it's gonna get really wallow and soppy
I hope this helps - maybe to provide company, an outlet, or just to let you know you're not alone
- people who know me please don't read this -
- I may die of embarrassment -
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