Ambivalence Stories

"please.. let me be with you, you promised that you'll never leave me" He begged. "I don't make promises and you already know that" She stated. "You're the worst liar Chel.. I hate you" "Love is cruel, isn't it?" She uttered. What do you think will happen if two enemies fall for each other?

"Let me give you what you exactly want," he paused, his eyes scanning me from head to toe. "Let's see if I can satisfy you enough or not." How could he speak so venomously without showing a trace of emotion? Does he feel nothing for me anymore? I could do nothing but stare at him, and even in that miserable state, all I could think of was how hurt he was. What made him like that? What had I done to turn him this heartless. ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ They used to be sweethearts. But now, there was neither anything sweet left between them nor the heart that beats like before. One loved with the purity of breath, unaware of the cracks forming beneath her feet counting days, waiting for her beloved to return, to love her the way he once did. But on the other side, love had already burned to ashes. All that remained was rage-dressed as revenge. He broke her, tore her down piece by piece, pushed her so far away that even when he finally reached for her, she was already out of reach. How did it come to this? What made their love to change into redemption?

"I'll recognise you, even if I haven't seen you," I repeated Drake's words. The words that he wrote in the email that I made me jump out of joy. In the email, that had given me a slightest bit of hope that he would love me. But as I watched him hug Kendra, my heart crumpled. I knew the meaning phrase 'breaking the heart and stepping on it now. He said he'll recognise me, love me, yet he was blinded by her beauty to see me. I was always Kendra to her, never did his ask about me, nor did he remember me. I was a fool to think he would forget about her. I wasn't as pretty as her, never will be. He loved her. I watched as my best friends hugged the man I loved. The smile that lit up his face, i could never give him that. And Kendra too, her pearly whites came into view, making me smile weakly. Maybe it was for the best. Sapphire Munroe has always loved Drake Adams, but he had always been attracted to her beautiful best friend, Kendra Morgan. His father's transfer results in him leaving for London, but not before he asks Kendra to write him daily. Soon, Both of them started to exchange emails. But unbeknownst to Drake, the girl that was writing to him, the girl that he had fallen in love with was Sapphire not Kendra.

A short story I wrote about a person that made me feel a certain way until I finally caught on to what she was doing and who she was, originally it was supposed to be a message to her until I finally turned it into a story about who I knew she was inside and out.

You wanted to start fresh, but you're afraid. You don't want the past to replay But you won't know what will happen untill you try So there you are, taking the first step to your new life. How will it end up like?

I'm just a poetry book I have some lyrical interpretation to ensnare your fascination Come Take a Look! Do I have you hooked?

Where there is quietness there is emptiness. Where there is emptiness my darkness voyages. After voyaging my emotions are engulfed in doubt. Who can I trust? Who can I depend on? What's is life. Rampant goes my thoughts without any care in the world. But at the end of the day I have to be my own world. At times we all get caught up in thought, zoned out as people may say. This is something I composed while somewhere in that state as I decided to just write whatever came to mind. Enjoy :D

keigo takami. femblackreader am·biv·a·lence (ăm-bĭv′ə-ləns) n. 1. the coexistence of opposing attitudes or feelings, such as love and hate, toward a person, object, or idea. 2. uncertainty or indecisiveness as to which course to follow.

Petit poème que j'ai écrit quand j'avais de plus sombres idées et où je trouvais que ma vie n'allait nulle part. **For those who read and understand French** A little poem I wrote when I was having dark thoughts and where my life wasn't going the way I wanted.

The love story of Summer Rosh and Jason Chris and their wonderful journey inspired of their favorite Classic fantasy book, The Kingdom of Ambivalence by Margarette Donce. Written by Jerson Lapura.

i dont give a fuck thats all

Poppy is a wide thinker. She thinks of everything that is possible at that precise moment in time, to the point that she infuriates herself. When she meets John, she has to force herself to think of much less possibilities than normal, knowing that the odds were not in her favour, and nothing would ever be able to happen under any circumstances. Unless she could think of a way out of it...

At a highest of #5 in poetry on 26/12/2015 We are not afraid to love, but are afraid of not being loved back... "I didn't choose to love you, it just happened, I desired to hate you, but it didn't happen All for once, you seemed to light The darkness encompassing my soul, And a mate- To devour my loneliness"... It wasn't my mouth, rather my heart. I didn't speak this out, but felt to the optimum... I did love...someone...my best friend ever...but he couldn't love me back, and the very thought would induce a certain fear in me, a dreadful insecurity, which I suppose, was to leave its footprints on the ages to come... This is my life;this is my memoir;this is my soul, all bound by a common thread- the thread of my isolated mind, and the fabric of my forbidden love...

A cascade of emotions emerging from the Poetess' soul that is jumbled and unaccountable.

the thing i hate the most in the world is the fact that i have feelings for you, still.

The beginning of something new

A book of poetry I'm not a pro But I do write some prose

I hate you, but I love you. How am I going to let this go?