Ambivalence Stories

Went away at 23, hoped to be married by 25. Things got out of hand, changes has to be done. Join the unravellings of life's events through the good and the bad. The realizations and self discoveries about one's self while learning how to balance amidst the test and rewards that is of life. Lastly, learning humility, the importance of family, respect, trust, forgiveness, acceptance, and Love.

Averie owns her own bakery in London. She has aquaphobia (i.e., scared of large water bodies). She always had a fear of water due to a dark hidden secret from her past which she still gets nightmares about ,even after being an adult. August and Kian are too related to Averie's past and had disappeared from her life after her moms death. Now, August and Kian both have returned to London as full grown ups. What will happen when all of them meet each other? Will Averie be able to forget the past she hates the most, after seeing them in their adulthood or will there be an ambivalence created?.. or will Averie's childhood incidents repeat again with a new twist?... Lexi being Averie's everything (i.e., her family, sister, mother, best friend, roommate,.. ), will help her from her unforgettable past or she herself exposes her own past secrets? and will Lexi's secrets be helpful to Averie or make it even more complicated? __________________________________ Kian: I could have let you go , if you would have agreed with the deal I asked you for. But looks like you do not care about your life, so why do I ?! While clutching her hard from her arms towards her chest Averie: Please try to understand that I love someone else. And that i cannot agree to the deal. My love must be waiting for me, I need to go to him. Please i beg you to leave me. She said in a pleading and crying tone. Kian: The blue waters are waiting for you, babe! he said while clutching her arms even harder and in a roughest way possible on the railings the London bridge. He was scaring her out for a deal. But what is the deal? is it related to her past? I hope that you will like the plot. Do enjoy! :)

The door creaked open, and there he stood - Arjun Maheshwari, a silhouette framed by the doorway. His eyes, once the sunflowers that captivated Maham's gaze, now held a different story. "Arjun, you're back sooner than expected," Maham remarked, her eyes betraying a mixture of surprise and curiosity. Arjun, meeting her gaze, carried the weight of unspoken words. "There have been developments," he replied cryptically, his eyes revealing a turbulence within. His gaze fixated on Maham, seemed to be wrestling with a revelation. The premature return hinted at an undercurrent of tension, a deviation from the anticipated timeline that set the stage for a fresh wave of challenges and discoveries. In those initial moments of reunion, neither Arjun nor Maham ventured into the tempest of conversation.As the hours passed, the room became a silent arena where glances spoke volumes and the air crackled with unspoken tensions. "I found something, Maham," Arjun finally broke the silence, his voice tinged with a mixture of pain and urgency. Maham, pausing in her actions, looked at him with a furrowed brow. "Found something? What do you mean?" Arjun hesitated, as if grappling with the weight of the truth he was about to unveil. "Proof," he said tersely. "Proof that indicates your involvement, Maham, in something much more sinister." Maham's eyes widened in disbelief, her heart pounding in her chest. "What are you talking about, Arjun? We've spent months together. You know me!" "The truth has a way of revealing itself, Maham. It hurts, but I can't ignore what I've found" said Arjun. He came forward to her and caressed her cheeks feeling her sweet breath on his lips then he moved backward the tender moment, however, took an unexpected turn as Arjun's hand, which had moments ago caressed her, now delivered a resounding *SLAP*. Stunned, she looked at Arjun, his eyes now devoid of the warmth she once knew.

Aurora was a simple girl, normal some would say. Perfect grades, looks, personality but she always seeked something more... Damian could be her definition of more. He was mysterious and charming, any woman's dream. Untill she gets to know him more and figures out maybe she wants to be her own definition of more. She wants to figure out this ambivalence for him. For her more. Update every Thursday! (I'll try) :D

.･⋆:°• ★ 𝗔𝗠𝗕𝗜𝗩𝗔𝗟𝗘𝗡𝗖𝗘. ❝I'm a complete stranger to this universe, how would I know who put us here?❞ 𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 a remarkable turnaround in anaita jones' life caused her main priority to get sidelined, and it made her objective to win the triwizard tournament seem like a joke. battling mechanical slugs and trying to survive from the inside of a giant and complex maze definitely wasn't what she had signed up for . . . AMBIVALENCE. ↳ (n.) the state of having mixed feelings about something or someone. 𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗢𝗜𝗡𝗚 !!! 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗛𝗢 𝗫 𝗙𝗘𝗠!𝗢𝗖 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 "𝗮𝗺𝗯𝗶𝘃𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲" 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗴𝘆 𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗽𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗿𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿. 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗶𝗻: 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿, 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗮𝘂𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗲𝗿𝗮 © 𝘃𝗼𝗶𝗱𝗮𝗹𝘂𝘀 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭 𝙷𝙸𝙶𝙷𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙺𝚂: #1 in emmastone #1 in ambivalence #5 in theglade

A sad weirdos way of expressing why he's sad and weird

Right is happiness, Left sadness. Tell me, where do your tears come from?

Danny is a guy. Drew is a guy. Guys end up together all the time. Especially when it's a fucked up guy who's only solace is this new American kid who skateboards and loves him unconditionally and they're totally gonna end up together. But it's never that simple though. Ever.

keigo takami. femblackreader am·biv·a·lence (ăm-bĭv′ə-ləns) n. 1. the coexistence of opposing attitudes or feelings, such as love and hate, toward a person, object, or idea. 2. uncertainty or indecisiveness as to which course to follow.

Were you my only chance of being loved? Are my thoughts in these digital sheets the only words I can provide you? These pages and words are dedicated to my soulmate and the love of my life, who died last year

Re:series # 2 | Started: 11/17/18 | Finished: 11/18/18 → Calix Cervantes was never a fan of La Vie En Rose. → Living a gray colored life for the past seventeen years, he gave up on trying to live on the other side. Where happiness awaits and all sufferings will be removed from his system. ⇾ He accepted the fact that he wasn't an ordinary child like the rest of them, his eyes were the reason behind it. He can't tell if it was a curse of some sort because it was always cold. Warmth no longer evident like before. ⇾ Still, as if someone gave him a second chance, Autumn Helling came into his life at full force. She wasn't anything special and yet somehow, she was pulling him in and he finds himself being almost inseparable to the redhead. → However, as his life in pink was within his reach, something unexpected happened and he finds himself slowly going back to his home, where warmth was not visible. → Still, in amidst of everything, he was thankful for everything. "In this world full of uncertainty, you gave me a chance to be happy."

Is it possible / For a person to be so torn / Pain festers in their chest / Like a stagnant poison, / Feeding on and unraveling / Their soul's meticulous knitting? / ... We are realistic and reasonable / The heart, / This wild, pathological thing / Beating uncontrollably in my ribcage- / We must control it.

A collection of poems I've written over the years that primarily explore human emotion, reflection, and spirituality amongst other themes.

༄ 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐞 • ❁ If you wanna say "𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒" read this. • ✭A book that has ambivalent feelings going from sadness to happiness,,from love to heartbreak and from fear to safeness. • 〘𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒆〙

I hate you, but I love you. How am I going to let this go?

The sound of clashing metal is a song to Chet Stevenson and Cicly Anderson. Could you say enemies? Foes ever since a rude encounter when they were young. No one in the entire town fathoms these two could ever be civilized with each other. So when tragedy falls upon Cicly, the only person that minds after her is her enemy, much to her distaste. How do these two swordfighters deal, and what will happen when both of them find out the other isn’t as heartless as they perceived?

Then, that's when I remember what It was like before her. I was nothing; I was nonexistent in the most existing way possible.

With a curious mind, Collins Manchester begins to unravel many answers to those who question about our very existence. The twenty-one year old knows only the scraps of a universal puzzle many have been trying to put together for multiple years. Between two worlds, Collins has a difficult time comprehending which is real, or not. A world she's barely seen, or a world that has been lying to her for the sake of safety and security.