Bpd Stories

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Hi my name is Nox, these poems are what I myself have written and what my alters have written. I hope you enjoy these poems and I hope you can feel the emotions of what each of these poems mean.

***still in progress*** Poetry, somewhat emotional.

Velvet Breakdown follows Vanessa, a quiet, ghostlike woman drifting through her twenties with a mind she cannot explain and emotions she cannot survive. After a violent emotional collapse lands her in a psychiatric hospital, she's forced into a world of fluorescent lights, paper cups, whispered confessions, and girls who ache as deeply as she does. Vanessa has spent her life being watched but never understood. Bullied throughout childhood for her silence and strange intensity, she learned how to disappear long before she ever learned how to heal. With her pale skin, trembling hands, and wide dark eyes that seem permanently startled, she becomes both invisible and unforgettable inside the ward. Among the patients, Vanessa finally finds something dangerously close to belonging , girls who burn too brightly, love too hard, and unravel in ways that feel painfully familiar. But as the walls between friendship, obsession, illness, and identity begin to blur, Vanessa realizes not everyone inside the hospital wants to get better... and some people know exactly how to pull others apart with them. Raw, haunting, and deeply intimate, Velvet Breakdown is a story about girlhood carried into womanhood, the loneliness of untreated mental illness, and the terrifying comfort of being understood for the very first time.

poetry and thoughts I've wanted to write down. will contain; poetry from lyrics and more warnings; insecurity, sa, suicidal thoughts, bpd if you don't like it, don't read it.

A personal collection of angst, lust, and loss. Enduring and overcoming narcissistic abuse, finding self love, the death of childhood friends. Some poems will be pathetic, others will be stupid. Only some will be good. ⚠️On-going work in progress, to be formally published in paperback once complete.⚠️ WARNING: graphic material. Violence, vulgar language, & sexual themes.

Have you ever felt so sad and numb that happiness seemed to be a stranger? Have you ever felt like a stranger, in your own body, your own life? Have you ever felt as lonely as the only person in a closed library even when you are in a place like Taylor Swifts concert? Have you ever felt like you are drowning? Have you ever felt "will I ever get a chance?"? Well, that is me. Everyday. Single.Day This is about my experience with mental disorders. ___________________________________________________________________________ Not your usual girl. Sophia has been through a lot. And this is a book about her experience from her POV. This contains a lot of... Tough topics like suicide, self-harm etc. So, If you are not comfortable with such topics you may not read it. Also, Copyright© acacia_610, 2019 All Rights Reserved® acacia_610, 2019

THESE GIRLS BORN IN THE 90'S ARE DANGEROUS. mature content. trigger warning. 2023 © hazed-siren

a slow burn story on how my oc has a love life with nightwing after getting 0 dih for like forever and it may or may not involve jason todd later. gets better later.

this story reflects on the life of people in mental facilities. It's the cast of stranger things but imagine them in a mental hospital all together. I made up their diagnosis and their backstories. MULTIPLE TW!!

THIS IS HEAVILY BASED OFF BUNT SZESNASTOLATKI BY MYSLOVITZ. So tw's! Grooming,drugs,self harm,suicide,attempted suicide,dark themes,dead dove dont eat,much more. If you didnt read this then dont blame me if you are „uncomfortable."

Phuwin is impulsive, spoiled, and mood shifting, yet warm-hearted at his core. He is cherished deeply by his father, Dr. Ohm Tangsakyuen. When junior doctor Pond Naravit joins the hospital, he never expects to be drawn to the owner's unpredictable son. Their easy friendship deepens into something neither of them planned. But as Pond gets closer, he uncovers truths about Phuwin's life, and realises that loving him means stepping into a world protected for years. After everything he learns... will Pond ever see Phuwin the same? Some truths heal. Others destroy. Love decides which one this will be. Pond - Phuwin AU 🦋

DON'T READ THE SUMMARY IF YOU WOULD NOT LIKE TO BE SPOILED!! this story has harsh topics in it and a problematic main character. be aware of what you've chosen to read before proceeding. Genre: Psychological, realistic, modern setting, controversial, psychotic, etc. Summary: a teeth obsessed girl with schizophrenia, psychosis, and BPD who loves everything but out of everything, loves red the most. Red is her beautiful, traumatized, 1st grade crush. After being put into online schooling and therapy for years, delyla is allowed back into public school, where she meets red once again. This story isn't your regular romance. It's the story of what happened to Delyla and what led her tragic end. Warning: TW'S- BLOOD, VIOLENCE, LANGUAGE, EXCESSIVELY LOVESICK TEENAGER, SMOKING AND DRINKING, MURDUR, AND OTHER GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION :3 THE VISION OF A PLAIN HEARTED GIRL Thesus- CH.1_All about Delyla <3 CH.2_Obsessed with two red's <3 CH.3_Tooth fairy <3 CH.4_Psycosis <3 CH.5_Ugly confession <3 CH.6_Rashness=anger <3 CH.7_Boys! <3 CH.8_One small broken family <3 CH.10_The police are scary AAA ... if you enjoyed this story, then please read my other story that covers more about delyla! it's called "Delyla's Brain." and it further dives into Delyla, her past, and truths about her you might have not gotten from this book. it better explains her and different aspects surrounding her such as specific relationships or feelings of hers. this story is: INCOMPLETE (and I take my time by only adding onto my stories every weekend or so.) I'm also planning on making a Spotify Audiobook of reading this if I get enough reads and at least know it will be heard. once I reach that point, I will definitely make the official audiobook! stay tuned. <3

I am more than a diagnosis.

For four hours, Orihara Izaya lost ownership of his own body. Found by Shizuo and dragged into Shinra's care, Izaya fights to regain control of a mind that feels like it's on fire. TW for Self-Harm and ED ... Slow build Shinra x Izaya. (First chapter is tad OOC due to drugs/rape, please bare with me.)

Young 16 year old Alma green goes on with telling her life description and family issues. This is a short story that skips through the most traumatic times in her life and what brought an evil force upon her. She describes this evil force to be something that came from the depths of her mothers drug addiction, in witch turned her mother into a living monster. Alma takes her imagination and turns it into reality for a quick coping mechanism. She does this to escape the reality of the world. When alma daydreams, she sees her mother as this crippled, skeletal monster that has razor sharp teeth. And when confronted with adversity, the monster in her mother reacts in a dangerous and unstable matter, making Alma fear for her safety physically and emotionally. Reality or not.

Juh vibee

poetry

Yoon Bum had been caught red handed in breaking and entering into his new obsession's house and once thrown into jail, he meets his new inmate, 'Oh Sangwoo' TW: •Rape •Language •Abuse •Whole lotta fucked up shit All art is credited to their original artists. I do not own Killing Stalking or it's characters, just the plot in this fan fiction