Bpd Stories

Lumi feels everything too loudly. Diagnosed with BPD, she survives life the only way she knows how-by turning chaos into jokes and pain into poetry. Behind the sarcasm and accidental stand-up comedy is a mind that never stops observing the world. Then there's Matt--the one person who can unravel her composure without even trying.

This Story Follows a A Woman in her Late 20s Who Wakes UP with the Power of Soul Breaking. It follows her journey discovering her power and the troublous life she is enduring.

TW: talk about suicide and self harm. a collection of different poems that have been written about various struggles in life.

For eight months, Johnny was Alice's safe haven through a phone screen, The only person who knew the dark truth about the abusive, seven year relationship she survived. Moving in together was supposed to be her ultimate fresh start. ​But reality hits hard. Without a screen to hide behind, Alice struggles to navigate her BPD and deep seated trauma, pushing Johnny away before he can realize she's "too broken" to love. Johnny is determined to protect her, but patience can't fix a shattered mind.

Aku Tidak Stabil, Tapi Aku Ingin Dicintai Orang-orang bilang cinta itu menenangkan. Tapi bagi Aira Pramesti, cinta justru seperti badai. Hari ini ia bisa mencintai seseorang sampai rela memberikan seluruh dunianya. Besoknya ia bisa membenci orang yang sama hanya karena satu pesan yang tak dibalas. Bukan karena ia jahat. Bukan karena ia ingin melukai siapa pun. Tapi karena pikirannya tidak pernah benar-benar tenang. Aira adalah gadis dua puluh tahun yang hidup dengan Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Emosinya naik turun seperti roller coaster tanpa rem. Ia takut ditinggalkan lebih dari apa pun. Dan sering kali, ia justru menghancurkan hal yang paling ingin ia pertahankan. Tidak ada yang tahu. Bahkan sahabatnya sendiri tidak tahu. Mereka hanya mengenalnya sebagai gadis ceria yang terlalu sensitif. Sampai ia bertemu Arkana Mahendra. Laki-laki yang perlahan membuatnya percaya bahwa ia pantas dicintai. Dan juga laki-laki yang tanpa sengaja menjadi alasan terbesar mengapa hidupnya kembali berantakan. Ini bukan kisah cinta yang sempurna. Ini adalah kisah tentang seseorang yang berusaha bertahan hidup di dalam pikirannya sendiri.

Old habits die screaming ∕ ORIGINAL

A journey through the darkest corners of the mind, Wails of the Night captures the silent screams of the unheard. These poems whisper the truths of restless souls, midnight thoughts, and the weight of a world that refuses to listen. RANKINGS: #1-deep poetry [10.03.25] #1-teen literature [10.03.25] #1-blackpoet [10.03.25] #1-poetry collection [29.03.25]

a little insight of my collective -- a system formed from my diagnosis of bpd + trauma that came with it 🤍 information and frequently asked questions ive recieved on instagram will be provided here. i suggest if you want to follow me and read my content , this would be the best place to start ! i will do my best to explain bits and pieces of my day to day basis -- my brain is a loud place ❤️‍🩹 TW !! mentions of sexual abuse , multiple traumas , violence , death , slight gore , religious trauma , unsettling themes all writing belongs to me ( kaegan or @angelcomatose ) 🤍 thnk u for reading this far <3

My thoughts

BPD & WAR

What is sanity? How can one tell if they're crazy? I don't think it's all in my head but the mind is a powerful thing. Sometimes I think it even keeps me from myself. I try. I really do try, but sometimes I just get tired of fighting all these things that no one can see but I feel. Do you know what I mean?

Wonyoung has always been the epitome of perfection-her smile flawless, her voice angelic, her image untouchable. The world knows her as the perfect idol, admired by millions. But behind the curtain of fame, she's suffocating beneath the weight of an identity that isn't her own. To a point she gets driven to something tragic.

Take a look inside someone's brain. Or at least what looks like it.

The characters are me, my sister, Caleb, my nana, foster parents, mom, grandma, and grandpa. This story is. True story an autobiography of the way my life turned around for the worst and it's about awareness so if you're going through the same thing you should really reach out and tell somebody and if you don't have anyone that would listen to you vent I will listen to you. I'm uploading my story to help spread awareness with people who struggle with sa/sh/abuse/and overdose

This book is going to be filled with ideas I've thought of in my life..Hopefully, nobody laughs and I'm open to new ideas

This is not a story. It's a poem, about living with BPD. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.

Avaline didn't love or hate her life. It was just so confusing. Her brothers weren't really there for her, but most of them are in the same house. She didn't have parents and her twin sister has been missing in a space in her heart. If I was going to be really honest? She was really fucking depressed. . . . So she turned to books. Books were everything to her that the people in her life weren't. Books and the people in it were comforting. After finishing a book, she felt proud of herself--for once--and would dream about those characters.. comforting her, or just saying small meaningless words of encouragement. Most of all, books proved that not all in her life were turned to complete and utter bullshit. Books proved that there was someone out there who had it worse than her, and that was comforting to her. Knowing that someone was probably starving out there on the streets while she was being too depressed to try and get out of bed for a school day made her feel a little bit guilty, too. But slowly, through her journey, readers can see how much of a deep hole she got herself into. She would sleep, drink, smoke, do drugs, and probably much more to escape reality. Can someone get her out of it before books aren't enough for her to live? Read and find out.... TW: Drugs, severe depression, smoking, neglect, heavy emotions, SA, swearing, anxiety, anorexia(ED), purging, BPD, overthinking, ADHD

the newer chapters are most recent, the older ones are from 2018-2019 ish

poetry is therapy, and i'm sick, sick, sick.

A growing collection of poems I've written to express my experience with trauma, addiction, and everything in between. **Trigger Warnings will be posted before poems as needed** ***UPDATES REGULARLY***