Bodypositive Stories

Meeting and falling in love.

In a school where competition is everything, only the gifted ones survive. The weak? They die. [On going]

About the humiliation,depression and embarrassment face by fat people.

embarrassed myself. humiliated. suffering in the imploring agony of self hatred and anxiety. I'm worried when he looks at me he'll see the mistake I made withdrawing what I said. "can we stop with that?" of course we can. I'd stop time for you. I'd stop the turn of the earth. I'd do anything for you, but you want me to stop. I'll stop breathing if that's what you want, baby. I'm worrying you? no, I'm worrying my self over nothing. always nothing. nothing keeps me up at night. --- yet i crave it. the pleasurable pleasantness of nothing. the feeling of satisfaction as your eyes blur with tears and you turn your head on your pillow. your mouth agape. eyes open staring at the black nothing. the words escape your lips. why do they always do that? I may never know. then again, I don't want to.

Something that not many people know about me is that I suffer from depression and anxiety. I'm a recovering selfharmer but many times throughout the week, my suicidal thoughts can be overwhelming. But yes, I am getting help. These poems are the only way that I can truly express my feelings. And honestly, it's really scary to share my true feelings with everybody and it took a lot of courage to post it. I hope that some of you that are going through the same things as me can really relate to my poems. My intention is to help, not to trigger . There are couple poems that are quite dark and deep, but I hope you enjoy!

I was just wondering...

Something inside you emerges .....an innate indwelling peace , stillness , aliveness. It is conditioned , who you are in you're essence . It is what you had been looking for in the love object IT is yourself

Hello friends! 2019 has got us thinking a lot about body image and how we view our bodies. For those interested read on to find out more <3 Thank you lovelies!

Venus "Vee" McNeil is a big black girl with a dream of being more than who she is. Tired of being fat, and tired of the criticism she faced at home and at school, she finds ways to cope with how things in her life are going- sometimes, not in the healthiest ways. Vee's life is completely turned upside down when Matthew Caine mysteriously pops up into her life, demanding her time and attention. He picks out her unhealthy habits and tries his best to be the thing to make everything better for her. But what happens when something forbidden is started and hard to stop? This is the modern Romeo & Juliet with a few twists. --- All characters and stories shared are pure fiction! WARNING: Mature content in a couple of chapters. Reader's discretion advised! Other than that, it's pretty PG-13.

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excerpts, thoughts, some random poetry, feminism, body positive, equal rights for all, and hecka rad playlist shizz if you don't want to see any of that then this book is not for you. disclaimer: most chapters discussing feminism/body positivity will come from the mind of @lexi4prez@feministculture on twitter. *poetry will be from tumblr. *playlists will either be mine or linked from 8tracks. *the art on the cover was found on tumblr! I do not know who the official artist is.

When Seventeen-year-old Gracie Carteri moved to Oxford... she felt destined to be alone. That was until she met the delicious Leighton Crow and the ever so caring Jo Frost. Her life from that day on seemed more appealing. However, when Gracies subconscious starts to take over and she dreams of what could only be described as a nightmare; was her new found friendships a little darker than she imagined. Gracie must either come to terms with the things she has unraveled or give up on her one true love, a boy she has been destined to belong to for years. For she also bears her own Revelations, but they have been kept a secret for Fourteen years. Coming to terms with them along the way; takes it's toll on Gracie and everyone involved. A Fantasy Romance set in the heart of Oxford, where girl meets boy, girl meets girl and form a connection that has always been there but nobody knew until now. Want more read the next installment Betrayal.....or even Leightons update on Gracie in Soulmated

**Highest Ranks**: #1 in BodyPositive #40 in ChickLit "Beauty has no weight limit." Standing at a height of 5'9 and weighing 220lbs, Lennon Jennings has been a victim of bullying all her life. That led her to being an anti-social freak who remained silent and went down a dark path. Fast foward a couple years and she's starting college. Then everything flips. She now has suitors fawning over her. Johnny Masters, a charming and mysterious classmate. Kane Washington, all around golden boy on a fast track to the NFL. And Duke Peters, the literal definition of the big cheese on campus. Follow Lennon as she navigates through a twilight zone of changes featuring long lasting friendships, racial tensions, jealous females, fluffy romance and self discovery. "You are imperfect, permanently, and inevitably flawed. And you are beautiful." **Rated PG-13 for some adult themes/minor sexual content and adult language. Some trigger warnings in later chapters that mention suicide, racial slurs, bullying and body disorders.**

Lorelei Fitzwilliam fights a constant war within herself; she suffers from poor body image and with good cause. Her whole high school career has been ruled by torment from her peers, and aside from her emotionally transparent best friend Hayes, she has no one to help in her battle. An unexpected friend, a guy, enters her life, and maybe he will be the key to taking the winning shot in revealing how special she is.

Guys This is probably never going to be edited. This is... not my best work. Just... read it with that in mind This book and the whole storyline is stupid, so don't expect anything In the future, there's magic. No one knows where it came from but its been here for everyone's entire life. This is supposed to be the future where everything is supposed to be better, where people are free to do whatever the fuck they want. Right? Wrong. When a vicious dictator takes control of Haven's idealistic society, a rebellion inevitably rises, but Autumn must come to terms with her troubled past, with the help of her devoted girlfriend Celestia or all of what she loves will be destroyed.