Chaoticmind Stories

We made mistakes that are bound to give us a lessons. I hope I learn mine. Michelle G. Taccaban, typical teenage girl who has a charming and cheerful vibe. Wala masyadong special sakanya, but people always tend to keep her company because of her cheerful vibe. Pero sa likod ng masiyahin niyang personalidad may tinatago pala siyang madilim na sikreto. Isang madilim na sikretong hinahabol siya at unti uniting binago siya.

Previous title: Similes and Metaphors

This story is meant as journal for self-reflection purposes only. As someone whose emotions and thoughts are in constant chaos, I'm still grappling in this reality that I'm having a hard time to manage these intrusive thoughts that I often ruminate a lot. It's making me lose my mind and I'm struggling on how to articulate and express myself, but at least in here, I'm going to vent here. Feel free to exit this story if you don't like it. I'm just someone whose living in silence. You don't need to continue reading this one if it doesn't make sense to you. You know how I write things out of random and you might not understand some things. I feel chaotic inside that it's too hard to explain. Take note that this is not your typical story, this only contains words of personal essay which is based from daily experiences of the writer itself. And as a respect to the writer, refrain from commenting accusatory remarks and profanities. This story is entitled Draft Thought for a reason. A daily life reflection of thoughts, feelings and even random topics to talk about. An outlet to release the burdens placed on my mind, and as a way of expressing my own view on things. A/N: On later part of the story, there goes a compilation of special entries meant for depth introspection, catching the essence of feelings and seeing the glimpse of my past solitude journey.

Poems mainly comprising sad shiz. ~[On hold]~

Nagugulumihanan sa mga bagay-bagay. Will true love find it's way to our heart despite having a chaotic mind?

R

This is the compilation of my poems

Recently diagnosed with CPTSD, chaos rules her mind. Sarah MacFay is encompassed in depression like none other. A depression so dark, so deep, she can't see a way out, but there is always hope. Join Sarah as she tries to navigate her messy life. Will she turn it into something beautiful or will the darkness consume her?

It's all about a teenager's mind, you don't know what's going on one second ur happy nd the other second u see flashes of all the dark things u've seen or lived through I mean it's difficult to make peace with it nd seriously that's a lot happening I myself do suffer a lot from from such kinds of thoughts I'm putting some raw pieces of it here so that u know ur not the only one nd I hope it helps u in some way or it helps u get through ur darkness because ur not alone nd it's gonna be okay!

: words left unsaid. thoughts that runs in my head. ::022019::

Shh.

This is not a romance story, a horror story, or any genre people usually think of when they hear the word "story." This is my life story. And no, I'm not successful. These pages are filled with my daily thoughts, realizations, untold stories, regrets, and the endless scenarios created by my own overthinking mind. Some moments were my fault, some were lessons, and some are still things I'm trying to understand. You can think of this as a public diary - a collection of thoughts I was never sure I should share, yet somehow ended up writing anyway. I don't know where my thoughts will lead me. I simply let them run wild.

It's a random thoughts of the author. it's a thoughts that was based on what i feel the reason behind it, is i can't say what i feel that's why i made this for me to write what im feeling. hope y'all can relate.

The last thing I remember.. I was in the middle of the crowd screaming- so loud that I thought the veins in my throat would explode and my ears would bleed. But I was wrong. For my voice was never heard at all. It was and will always be- silence. --------- Compilations of poetries and proses; words that are left unsaid. TRIGGER WARNING: Contains words that can trigger anxiety, depression, and more. Read at your own risk.

This is not a story, this is my everyday thoughts that i want to share. As long as i am alive this will never end 'coz this will serve as 'The Voice of my Everyday Thoughts'

The poem is about how our heart remains stranded,empty in the aftermath of that one incident. My heart is empty and hollow now and i am wishing it for my mind also because my mind somehow still wants to learn and believe but since it is a mind with endless thoughts and narratives it is impossible for two minds to merge together. No matter how much i try and bow down it always ends up losing.

The hardest question I'd ever encountered ... .. . Who am I?

These are the fragments of a restless soul. Pieces of peace. Echoes of emotion. Spoken word and poetry for the overthinkers, the feelers, the ones who lie awake at night with minds that won't stay silent. Welcome to the relentless noise - and the healing inside it.

Collection of Poems and poetry.

Chaotic thoughts, messy feelings, zero filter-welcome to my brain. Random thoughts, rants I can't keep to myself, moments that made me laugh, cringe or think, it's all here. This, That & Everything Else is basically me putting my notebook online. Honest, chaotic, sometimes funny, sometimes deep, and always unapologetically me.