Cutter Stories

Astrid Johansson (21) thought she knew what love was supposed to look like. After four years of an on-and-off relationship with her longtime boyfriend Logan, she's learned how to survive the fights, the distance, and the kind of love that leaves her feeling lonelier than being alone ever could. Starting over has always seemed scarier than staying. Fresh out of Cal State Fullerton with a full-time job teaching kindergarten, AJ (astrid) is trying to build a life that finally feels steady. But when she meets Olen Zellweger (22), everything she's spent years convincing herself begins to unravel. Olen is patient where Logan was dismissive. Gentle where she expects harshness. And no matter how many walls AJ puts up, he keeps finding reasons to stay. But loving Astrid isn't easy, not when every kind word feels unfamiliar, every soft touch makes her pull away, and every piece of her is waiting for him to realize she's too difficult to keep loving. As feelings grow between them, AJ is forced to confront the version of herself she used to be before heartbreak made her guarded, reactionary, and afraid of being truly seen. Because sometimes the hardest part of love isn't falling for someone. It's believing they won't leave once they finally know you.

Obi x reader fanfic

This has Ms.Joke/Emi and Eraserhead/Aizawa angst, some fluff and sexual assault as well as decorative cutting and abuse. Ms.Joke had always been as most would describe, attractive, though there are many men and women who wish to use her body for themselves, that includes her abusive boyfriend. One day when Aizawa finds out of how Emi is being treated he helps her, he finds out more about how she felt with everything.

Is this how my life is supposted to be? No way this is real. This is a freaking nightmare. Daddies are supposted to love you and care for you. Not tear your life apart and care only about their lust, right?

Cassandra has spent her youth running the canals of Venice, keeping one step ahead of trouble by the use of her wits and stolen skill with the rapier. But now she has come of age in the eyes of society and a casual vow made when she was only a child has come back to haunt her, and the consequences may prove to be lethal. Torn from the only home she has ever known and exiled to a strange land, Cassandra is forced to ask herself why she has never wondered as to the parents that she never knew or questioned just who she is herself.

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Xyrophobia-the fear of razors and razor blades a poem of my life

It's not the same as it was ya know? I don't cut anymore to feel alive or to know that I'll bleed, it's about feeling the pain and knowing that I deserve the pain. Knowing how imperfect I am and living with that everyday hurts like hell. I want to end my life so badly, I want to pick up that blade so badly but i can't. I made a promise but a promise is just a few words isn't it? Who cares if you keep a promise. My scars are healing and I don't like it, not being able to feel the sting in the shower or feel the burn whenever you put on pants isn't a good feeling. I just want to have that feeling again, is it to hard to understand that I want the pain to go away? If suicides the only answer than so be it. I can't take this anymore, the theses of therapy and the courts and social workers. I'm just done with it all. Just let me have those pills to stop my heart. Why can't you just let me die? Please just let me die.

First Post! Poem!

"You only get a little time between a cut and knowing how deep it is. If it's only going to be nicked or disfigured forever, all you can do is try to stretch out that moment for as long as you possibly can cause once you know, there ain't no coming back." - (L.B)

A blade might be your only friend..