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Dear Diary,
I just started at a new school, and honestly? I thought moving here would fix everything. I thought I could just... start over. Leave all the bad stuff behind and become someone new.
But here's the thing nobody tells you about running away from your problems: they have a way of packing themselves into your suitcase and following you wherever you go.
The panic attacks still come out of nowhere. I still can't sleep properly. And trusting people? Yeah, that's still basically impossible. Even here, where nobody knows what happened to me.
You can't outrun what's inside your head.
So I'm writing in this diary because maybe, just maybe, if I can get all these thoughts and feelings out of my head and onto paper, I can finally figure out how to heal. Not by changing my surroundings, but by changing myself.
Because sometimes the bravest thing you can do is stop running and turn around to face what you've been hiding from.
Wish me luck,
- G