Findingmyself Stories

Who Am I? - What I Want In My Life Puri zindagi main doosron ko samajhne mein lagi rahi... Kabhi doston ko copy kiya, kabhi parents ki expectations poori ki, kabhi society ki baat maani. Kis subject ko choose karna hai, kaunsi job karni hai, kis se shaadi karni hai, kab bachche karne hain-har faisla kisi na kisi ne mere liye liya. Aur main har baar bas ek hi baat kehti rahi... "Theek hai." Lekin ek din, saalon baad, aaine ke saamne khade hokar maine khud se ek sawaal poocha- "Main kaun hoon?" Aur mujhe ehsaas hua ki main poori zindagi sabko jaanti rahi... Bas khud ko nahi. Who Am I? ek emotional journey hai self-discovery, identity aur un khwahishon ki jo hum aksar doosron ko khush karne ke chakkar mein kahin peeche chhod dete hain. "Puri zindagi sabki sunte sunte, main apni hi awaaz bhool gayi."

It is the story of a girl who got lost in life and is slowly learning how to find herself again. It is about quiet battles no one's sees. The overthinking that never stops. The sudden waves of memories that leaves you breathless. The hopeless moments when nothing goes your way. The questions you ask but never get answers. This is a journey through loss, overthinking, faith, healing and self discovery. It is about choosing yourself, trusting Allah's plan, and finding peace within one step at a time. If you ever felt lost, overthinking everything or waiting for life to make sense _ this book is for you. Your not alone. This is your reminder that it's okto break, as long as you choose to heal. This is my story. But may be, it will feel like yours. " A story of pain, faith, healing and finding me. A journey back to myself."

We keep holding on to what we think is destined for us, to what is written in the stars. This could keep us on dreaming, or worse, keep us on what we think we're already or we'll be. Join me as I conquer the world, the love, the things unknown and realize that we all are under the same sky.

I use to always think I liked girls. Then one boy came along and changed my life forever. He was honestly the best thing I could ever ask for. This is the first part to a series about my true love.

Here's me trying to find myself, and what better way to do that than answering questions about oneself . Come along on this journey with me and maybe you'll get to know yourself better too .

Random poetry that wasn't noticed but I would like you to think this poetry is something you need to find out its answer in every page, best of luck and I hope you enjoy...

Just some poems :) Comment any poem suggestions or any possible edits to the ones I have done! Thanks yall for stickin' around

In this raw and heartfelt poem, the narrator delves into the emotional turmoil of loving someone who never changes, despite the hope and tears poured into them. With vivid language and aching honesty, it explores the pain of clinging to someone who should bring comfort but instead brings confusion and hurt. Torn between loyalty and self-respect, the poem is a reflection on staying for the sake of someone else's feelings, while learning, ultimately, that one's own heart deserves honoring, too. This piece resonates with anyone who has wrestled with unfulfilled love, finding strength in acknowledging that their feelings matter.

words i can't say... yet or better left unsaid I'm on IG btw: @jp.blankspace

Some random quotes that I like and my thoughts about random stuffs.........See it yourself if u like......

Hi my name is Hazel Clearwater. I love with my mother Grace and my twin sister Heather. My father passed away when we were young. I go to Grant high school. I'm 17 years old. My best friend is Juliet and she lives with her boyfriend Romeo. I know funny right. I also have a boyfriend his name is Brett we've been together for 3 years now. Hazel wants to know more about her life and family she goes behind her mothers back to find out what happened to her father but she'll also find out what she is.... read more about hazel and her family secret.

I don't know if all the roads end up at the same point, don't know if mine will end up according to my will.. I don't know if I'll be able to get back what all I've lost, don't know if I'd ever see her smile again.. I don't know if my actions would match my words, don't know if I'll be able to fulfill those promises.. These thoughts were continuously bumping into his head.. Let's see what happens next..

* *How can one fight when one's enemy is their thoughts* *

I have many personalitys I wonder if you knew all of them would still smile would remember when my tears or would the joy hide that? why dont we find out.

One evening, there was a girl with dusky skin, glowing like gold melted in fire. Her features were sharp and delicate, like crystal architecture shaped by patience. Her eyes were like a deer's restless, curious, always searching. Her face held the innocence of a baby, untouched by the weight of the world. Her long, dark black hair flowed like the night, wrapping gently around her body. Her skin was soft, like spun by a silkworm. She sat quietly on the sand of the beach, staring at the sunset an endless shade of orange that made her feel like she was the only soul alive on this planet. In her mind. she named it the Orange planet. She was a simple girl, wearing a light yellow dress with small floral prints, sitting barefoot on the sand. She played with her fingers, drawing something unseen, unsure of what it was yet she felt happy, deeply happy. A mild breeze kissed her cheeks, though she was alone, her heart was full of peace. Her eyes shone like sunshine, quietly waiting for a surprise called happiness. She carried a natural fragrance and nearby the garden bloomed with jasmine together creating a scent that felt unforgettable. Suddenly , she asked herself a question : WHAT IS HAPPINESS? The question startled her. It didn't come with an answer. It simply stayed there, waiting. Even the author paused.... unsure whether happiness was meant to be found or only felt

She used to shine. But one day, everything changed. The girl who once sang and danced with confidence... suddenly forgot how to believe in herself. This is the story of Cassandra - a girl trying to find her worth again after losing herself in doubts, pain, and expectations. A reminder that even when confidence fades, your light never truly disappears - it just waits for you to find it again.

I changed my name, but I couldn't change my scars I ran away to find myself... but I didn't expect to find him. Now I'm back, with scars I can't hide and feelings I can't ignore.

This is my diary. No one knows who I am or what I do. I don't even know who I am. All I know is my thoughts are messed up at times. I confuse myself. In writing this I hopefully get feedback and figure out who I am as a person.

my small journey ig! ***NO HATE: This is js my mind and what I think. ****ALSO, this story is ONGOING! I will keep documenting my thoughts :)