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#5 in Mystery/Thriller on 10/2 ❝You have no idea about how dangerous I am, who I am and what I did. I prefer it that way. I am the designer of my own catastrophe, I am my own villain and own destruction. Don't acquaint yourself with me, you will regret it immensely in the future,❞ she paused to take a whiff of her half-finished cigarette and tainted the air with both her exhale of smoke and her presence, then continued in a low voice,❝But take one advice of mine― never ever trust anyone in Roséville.❞ ❝Not even you?❞ ❝Especially me.❞ graphic: -ambedo- ©All Rights Reserved Praise: @archertypes (Cinderelliot): ❝I'M HOOKED. HOW IS IT NOT AT 1 MILLION READS?❞ @joymoment (Every Second): ❝Obsessed. This is the only word that can describe my love for this book! It's like finding buried treasure where you weren't looking for it! It grabs you by the collar from the very first word & drags you into this intense world of such vivid & rich detail! Words can't really describe how much I love this book & how amazingly it is written! I pity all those poor suckers who have yet to find the amazingness that's this book! I can't wait to see where this book takes you because its truly amazing and deserves all the recognition it could ever receive! You are amazing! Your way with words is breathtaking to say the least!❞ @orphanblood (Mediocre Poems): ❝I am very honored as a reader to be reading something that is fresh and not something with 500k or even a million and more reads. I would say, don't complain about those artificial & cliché stories. Read something new & valuable. Everyone might not like it, but it possesses originality which is why I truly respect. I like the mystery behind it bc you want to leave your readers wanting more. Each chapter doesn't need to have a thrill in it. You want us to come back for seconds like dinner at a dinner table. I admire how detailed your chapters are. This will be an AWESOME full length book!❞

"Her kisses tasted like destruction, she was poison. Slowly killing me and yet I'd never felt more alive." Jace has always admired Midnight from afar, stealing glances at her during class and at the cafeteria. He watches from a distance as she slowly fades away, starving herself to death and now lookin from afar just doesn't cut it anymore. He reaches out to her and tries to get her some help but Midnight isn't so willing. She thinks Jace does not understand what she's going through and doesn't see why he's fusing so much...until she finds out that Jace has an even bigger secret than she does. Will Jace and Midnight be able to help fix each other or will they end up destroying themselves in the process? Warning :: Mild themes of depression, eating disorders and mentions of selfharm and suicide. Copyright 2016 © All rights reserved to secretjellyfish. Enjoy xx

PREVIOUSLY TITLED WINTER IN MIAMI. This is book one in The Always Trilogy. After moving to the spontaneous city of Miami, Genevieve Peterson feels alone and out of place. Her shyness and self-doubt, prevent her from reaching her full potential in life. When she meets the enigma that is Devin Green, she's instantly drawn to his brawn physique. However, the more time they spend together, the more Genevieve realizes that Devin's mysteries are more than she bargained for. The fact that he randomly disappears at times, doesn't help either. Whatever secret he's holding is slowly tearing their relationship apart until one night when Devin starts talking. → | highest ranking #117 in chicklit | → | completed | Copyright © 2018 by paudickson. All Rights Reserved.

Forced to go to a private school, years after she hit the biggest bump in her life, Destiny has to set her priorities straight. And first on that list is keeping her condition a secret. Everything seems to go well until Destiny finds herself falling head over heels for Gabriel, the mysterious yet bad boy who isn't afraid to say what he thinks When nasty rumors flood the school about Destiny, she is left with no other choice but, to tell the truth. And the truth is Destiny has Dissociative Identity Disorder. (EDITING AND WRITING :) ) <> Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is a rare condition in which a person has two or more distinct identities. They have large gaps in their memory. It is usually caused by isolation, abuse, or neglect. ××× Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 in dissociativeidentitydisorder #1 in alter

Can't do classwork right now, too hard to focus; here's what I do instead.

The soul wishes It vies for a world of Love, devoid of hatred, knowing full well that the wish may not come true. It wishes because it's the only thing it knows how to. And a soul's wish, a soul's voice Carries more power than the world is aware of. ★ Cover by @warwounds ★ Started on 13th August 2015 ★ Wattpad Featured : 2 October 2015 - ★ Highest Rank : #3 in Poetry on 4th November 2015 ★

a collection of poetry, short stories and everything in between.

Why am I so depressed? Why this turmoil within me? Put your hope in God, for I will still praise Him, my Savior and my God. (Psalm 42:5) ---------------- First-year university student Abigail struggles to depend on God and her community while facing the struggles that come with her clinical depression. ---------------- "I don't want to be here anymore," I sob, warm tears flowing down my face. Pete wraps me in a tight hug, "I'm sorry you have to go through this Abby. I'm so proud of you, seriously." "I haven't done anything that would make you proud." "I've been proud since the moment you existed."

Thoughts of a Voiceless Poet. ... "It's because people have dressed up mental illness like a doll. Giving it different clothes for every occasion; against its will. They've changed its face countless of times, until it can't even recognize itself."

Ember Rue lost her parents a year ago to a deadly plane crash and with no family to take her in she became an orphan. She is now faced with the challenge of elective muteness and she struggles when she is adopted by a new family, the Enderson's. She must learn to accept her new life even when she is reminded of so many things from the past one. Ciara Enderson had always been the child many looked down upon. Her older sister Drew had all the fame until she was killed in the Exams, a hard test that determined your fate. Now that Ciara has yet to face the Exams, while so many doubt her, she is also faced with her Panic attacks that come daily and on top of that, with the adoption of their newest sibling Ember Rue. Ciara's family now faces the challenge other family across the U.S do, the challenge of accepting the impostor, the replacement of the child that had been killed in the Exams. The struggle for both girls is frighting as they find out what the Exams are really about.

She looked up and saw the sun shining through the clouds, and she cried. Because she realized at last she had found home. Not home with four walls but home with two legs, two arms, two eyes and a heartbeat. She found home in me.

You know that feeling when you feel like you have nobody? Well that's how Thalia feels. She has nobody, well she has a loving family. A mom and dad happily married and the golden brother. They're only a year apart and all of her teachers tell her how good he was. he was so kind, he tutored kids for free, she was lucky to have him as a brother. She has smiled and nodded her way through life, ever since that day, her friend exploded. Ever since she heard the words, "You're a nobody, I'm only your friend because I pity you." She has been lost and doesn't know the way. She's lost until Alec Daniels comes into her life. Bangs open her door and steals her to break into the mall in the middle of the night and play hide-and-go-seek tag. He's a pop of color in her life and she doesn't know how to color the rest of her life. She was lost and now she was found.

In which a girl becomes immensely obsessed with her 'prince charming'.

Intro Broken hearts and scars in only places she can see, she just wanted, she just wanted, to feel something-Molly Kate Kestner, His Daughter Not everyone is lucky. Not everyone has lots of money, lots of friends, and a great family. Alia Johnson isn't one of those people. She has all of those things. She has great grades, good looks, and lots of friends, yet somehow, she is lacking a big thing, a father. Her dad died just one year ago, when his army team was bombed as soon as he was deployed to Iraq. Since than, she lost a lot of other things. Hope, confidence, strength. She has quit dancing, and has also lost interest in music all together. She can't seem to be able to get happy, no matter how much she tries. She doesn't put forth effort to anything anymore, because she feels she has truly lost the light in her life, leaving her miserable and uselessly stranded in the dark. As the holiday season comes around, what used to be a joyus occasion, is now only another miserable time for her. Her mom has yet to notice her struggles, her friends just don't seem to care, and even if she was to have the whole world surrounding her, she could still never feel as though she wasn't alone. Her anxiety keeps her up at night, and leaves her unable to get any sleep. Her thoughts on her self-image and self-worth are also impacting everything she does, from eating, to exercising, to picking out clothes. Letting others thoughts on herself become even more important than her own. Follow Alina and her story as she fights, flies, and cries, along with many other emotions and actions through this journey of hers. Will she be able to overcome this sadness, this struggle, and these other issues she is facing? Will she be able to make it to the end of the tunnel and face the light? Or will her world fade into an even darker blackness than she had before? Find out in... Waiting for That Thing Called Light

❂book one of the "colorful injections" series. book two: bring color to my skies a jumble of words that coexist into ink that bleeds through the pages and hallucinated lines into messily painted poetry. //cover by @ImmortalImpulse

My mind is a circus I escape from to write poetry..

Alex: The school's hard-core punk rocker with a brain made for books and a body made for sport. Ethan: The schools typical jock, who's more intelligent then you expect loves punk but is afraid to be rejected by his 'Friends'. He loves reading more then his sports. Both meet at a Fall Out Boy concert, unaware that they go to the same school, they talk the whole concert. The next day is the first day of school, they recognize each other, but he ignores her. Frustrated, she and her small group of friends decide to teach his group a lesson. The boys catch on, time to beat the Cliché *Warning: this book will be dealing with dark topics such as depression. And there will be mild swearing*

In which a girl tries so hard to give up, and a boy tries a thousand times to save her. *Warning: Graphic, Violent, and emotional!

Everything we see, isn't what's really there. Everything and everyone looks completely different and no one knows this, yet. This one girl who finds out after years of weird vision changes, finally learns and is convinced she can show everyone. The only problem is, who's going to believe the therapeutic girl? I just want to let you know that this book also contains some depression and suicidal thoughts. Just thought I'd let you know.

❛ᴀʟʟ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ɪs ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ғᴀᴋᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ ᴀɴ ɪɴᴊᴜʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴜʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴀʀᴇ.❜ - ʀᴏʙɪɴ ᴡɪʟʟɪᴀᴍs © clarion.a 2018