FenanOni
If I could turn back time, I would. I would turn down the request to become a guardian with all my might. I was young, and naive. I didn't want to love him, I didn't want to fall in love with anyone. If I had known the rules of the guardians before I joined, I would have never done it. I was young. I wasn't aware of the consequences, of the responsibilities, of the price. I had no idea what would happen.
When you're 15, you think that you know everything. I knew I didn't, but I felt like I was on top of the world. I had the most perfect person in the world in my arms, a happy pair of parents, and a proud sister. When the man on the moon asked me to join the guardians, I felt like it was a chance to prove that I would do anything for my first love, and that I would be able to provide for him.
What I found was not what I expected.