CJintheAudience
Everything that has ever consumed me, been so integral to who I am, you've never been aware of. You're terrible daughter who is only terrible because we don't agree and not because she does terrible things is a product of you, but not. The terrible way I am is because I'm here in this town with overbearing, lack of empathy and caring you. The best moments of my life have been far away in moments you could never imagine or moments when I'm alone in my room past midnight, but before dawn when you don't seem to exist. I don't think you'll ever care to truly understand as much as you say you listen. I think you see me one way and only one way and someday we won't speak so much anymore. It's sad and heartbreaking and true. So Mom and Dad this is what I've never said because I'm too scared of what your reactions would be, and much more overbearing you would become. I'm nothing that you wanted, and I can't be sorry because in these moments I found myself and I was alive.
(this is just written on the spot and unedited.)