Hopeless Stories

A book of poems I've constructed over the years, and currently, with each poem getting more recent and more interesting. Read till the end to see how a young poet changes both her tone and view of the world, and how she matures her writing. *The first 9 poems are older. Skip ahead if needed.*

Kebahagiaan milik pasangan bahagia, Adrian dan Irene terlalu sempurna dimata dunia. Manakan tidak, segala kasih, cinta, dan kemewahan dikongsi bersama dan mereka saling melengkapi. Kehadiran sepasang cahaya mata kepada pasangan ini menambahkan lagi sinar di dalam kehidupan harian mereka. "We'll stay like this forever, sayang?" -Irene Alvena. "Forever." -Adrian Khaer. Kepercayaan penuh diberi kepada si suami yang sibuk mencari nafkah buat mereka sekeluarga. Ayat-ayat cinta diungkap setiap hari kepada Irene, membuat wanita itu bahagia tanpa risaukan apa-apa. Sehingga... "Apa kurangnya saya, Adrian?" -Irene Alvena. "Cinta saya pada awak dah tak sama macam dulu. Awak yang tak boleh terima, jangan salahkan saya." -Adrian Khaer. Sangka Irene, hatinya cuma retak seribu. Tetapi, hatinya hancur, ranap sepunah-punahnya selepas mengetahui sebab sebenar Adrian berubah. "I told you, don't go through a men's phone." -Darena Hanriq. Mampukah Irene mempertahankan hubungan yang dibadai ombak paling kuat kali ini? Masih samakah debarnya pada Adrian selepas wujud orang ketiga?

When Taehyung was a kid, he somehow witnessed the strangest crush chain in the neighborhood: Yoongi liking Jin, Jin liking Namjoon, Namjoon liking Hoseok, Hoseok liking Jungkook, Jungkook liking Jimin, Jimin liking Yoongi, and Sehan liking him. He never meant to be involved-he just had a habit of walking in at exactly the wrong moments And in high school, the feelings are louder, the confusion is worse, and Taehyung is stuck in the middle trying to keep everyone from emotionally combusting. Will anyone ever find their true love?

In this Journey Jenny accepts the invitation of her Roommate to embark in a journey of self exploration while walking deep inside a beautiful forest. The hike is not just about, walking inside the nature's heart, but rather an experience to let go of the heavy baggage that they've been carrying for so long... Enjoying the process of becoming, while unbecoming ... It takes courage, responsability, acceptance, letting go, moving on, improving, loving and caring... You just need to believe that you are my friend definitely an extraordinary person that's capable of extraordinary things, because believe me there is nothing ordinary about life ❣️

"Our solar system is not unusual, then there are so many planets in the universe that, for example, they outnumber the sum of all sounds and words ever uttered by every human who has ever lived. To declare that Earth must be the only planet with life in the universe would be inexcusably bigheaded of us." -Neil deGrasse Tyson. A/N: I decided to make my Own Universe and make my own type of World. I'm happy to show it to you. It kinda feels like a M Rated Version of Static Shock. I will make more Book Styled Version later. I hope it becomes it's own Superhero Universe like Marval, DC, Invincible, The Boys. Book is (18+) Disclaimer: Although the whole Lore and Characters were made by me. The photos, Music. Videos, are not mine and are from Media.

Yan Ng is the poorest student at Two Bridges Academy. While her peers are heiresses to great fortunes, her family struggles to get by selling treats at their small humble bakery. Lucky for them, Yan is at the top of her class. But behind closed doors, she feels inadequate as if nothing she ever does is enough. Enter Maia and Ainsley, two girls who swoop in and make her a part of their friend group. For the first time, she feels like she belongs at her preppy private school, but that's because they've confused her family for the owners of Ng Corporation, a massive overseas distribution company. Yan plays along, lying as much as she could to stay with her new rich friends. But when someone from her past threatens to expose her secret after a horrible misunderstanding, she must lie even more to cover her tracks. Can she hold up her elaborate facade or will she be exposed as one of Two Bridges's four charity cases?

Being a venomous animal has advantages. But when others want to use the venom for selfish purposes, your life can quickly become from others a hell.

Hartman never believed his life would collapse this far. Once a young soldier with simple dreams, now he walks through a battlefield where even hope itself has burned to ashes. His body is covered in wounds... but what truly bleeds is his mind. When the war of Northern Five erupts, Hartman is thrown into a world shaped by cruelty, silence, and unseen forces far older than any nation. In the midst of gunfire and screaming skies, he begins to hear voices-faint whispers buried deep within his thoughts. They speak of sins he never remembered, of truths he was never meant to know, and of a fate carved long before he was born. "Why me?" The question haunts him, yet the answers are darker than the war itself. As Hartman fights to survive, the shadows of an ancient power begin to move. A forgotten history is stirring beneath the blood-soaked soil, pulling him toward a destiny that feels more like a curse than a calling. Every step forward brings him closer to the secret behind his suffering... and the chilling realization that some nightmares do not come from the outside-they grow from within. When trust breaks, when sanity fades, and when the battlefield demands more than a human soul can give... Can Hartman escape the fate written for him, or will he become the very monster the world fears? This is not just a war story. It is a story of pain, rebirth, and the silent terror of a past that refuses to stay buried. And as the darkness closes in, Hartman learns one thing: Sometimes the most catastrophic fate... is simply living long enough to face the truth. ---

words that pop into my head usually when i'm thinking of you

Funny, Jealousy, choosing, Love triangle, English, Fighting, Crying,

A Love and Deepspace player suddenly wakes up from an accident to find herself within the game she plays. At first she was happy until learning the fact that she is not the Main Protagonist upon seeing the character she controls appearing in front of her and one of the love interests. {All images are from Google , credit to the owners 😭🙏 especially the uncanny ones}

All kinds of thoughts make us who we are. But what kind of thoughts you have?

Jin wants a child > Jungkook doesn't > Honestly, Love is Hopeless when they desperately need it most.

This is just a collection of all the poems that I write in my free time. Please, do enjoy!

"Tae... I... I love you. I always have. I just... didn't know how to... tell you. All this time..." - Suga "I love you too, Yoonie. I love you too..." - Tae

A young widower comes to terms with his lack of faith as a young woman looks for the love she so desires. This is a sequel to Spiritual Networking.

Mistreated. Beaten. Starved. Harrassed. Two boys. Three girls. Others. Four men. Two women. Chloe Harris sat restlessly in desperate need, alone in a filthy cage. She, along with about twenty others huddled against the eroded, mud splattered wall shaking with fear of what could occur next. With no hope left of ever escaping the eery old building she's in, she cries in desperate need of a chance to change what she'd done. How did she end up there? Will she escape or will she perish by the hundreds of men constantly harassing her almost every night? She prays and prays for the day to vanish from this place, but will that ever happen? *Religious Parts*Sexual Harassment*Self Harm*

"Where are you looking?","At her, I have got my eyes on her." "I have always got my eyes on him like a habit.I don't get it." Aisha is your usual girl in most ways or as she would like to think.She is weird and has her own way about things but the most unusual thing about her is that she does not meet the regular beauty standards.She is in her last school year in a new school making her way while not letting her insecurities show up.This is her story of self discovery ,self love and finding a new meaning to love after giving up on it."It was the year he started living next door when everything changed, I became happier.I know he will never see me as a girl cause no one will, so over the years I have trained myself to do the same .I know no one will ever love me until I love myself but "its easier said than done.Ugh whatever." Daksh is your cute handsome guy who is every girl's dream,he looks like a golden retriever but he is indifferent to everyone. Acts like he has a heart of stone, indifference is his key feature and will only show his emotions towards his friends and people close to him.No one can ever say that he has feelings or can love someone but he is hopelessly in love with someone for years and it seems he keeps falling deeper in love with her as time goes on.Its his story of loving,believing and finding love against all odds,getting over his past and finally being valued after being abandoned so many times,his journey through self love. "I have been in love with her since the moment I saw her but she thinks that it can't be possible when I see every possibility of it.Having our own happily ever after.When she came into my life,I got to know that I can be happy too.When in the past I didn't know what being happy felt like.Ugh lets not jinx it." Will Aisha be able to love herself?Will he get over his past? As its said"beauty is in the eyes of the beholder". Dedication:To every girl who thinks she is not lovable or pretty cause I know you are both.

one girl one boy pure ownership

Gotham was going to hell. I didn't mean it in the rude way, I was just stating a fact. There wasn't anyone in this city that was going to make it anywhere in their life that wasn't the pits of burning death. It's so trashed up that Batman and his dorky sidekicks don't even bring hope into my life anymore. I guess I'm not really helping to clean up the city either but at least I don't pretend it can get cleaned up. I know what my life is supposed to be. I rebelled against it but not that much to become a good guy. It's hard to be a good guy when you're the apple that didn't roll far from it's tree. Who was I to talk about goodness? I was destined for failure the day Black Mask became my father.