Hopeless Stories

Kebahagiaan milik pasangan bahagia, Adrian dan Irene terlalu sempurna dimata dunia. Manakan tidak, segala kasih, cinta, dan kemewahan dikongsi bersama dan mereka saling melengkapi. Kehadiran sepasang cahaya mata kepada pasangan ini menambahkan lagi sinar di dalam kehidupan harian mereka. "We'll stay like this forever, sayang?" -Irene Alvena. "Forever." -Adrian Khaer. Kepercayaan penuh diberi kepada si suami yang sibuk mencari nafkah buat mereka sekeluarga. Ayat-ayat cinta diungkap setiap hari kepada Irene, membuat wanita itu bahagia tanpa risaukan apa-apa. Sehingga... "Apa kurangnya saya, Adrian?" -Irene Alvena. "Cinta saya pada awak dah tak sama macam dulu. Awak yang tak boleh terima, jangan salahkan saya." -Adrian Khaer. Sangka Irene, hatinya cuma retak seribu. Tetapi, hatinya hancur, ranap sepunah-punahnya selepas mengetahui sebab sebenar Adrian berubah. "I told you, don't go through a men's phone." -Darena Hanriq. Mampukah Irene mempertahankan hubungan yang dibadai ombak paling kuat kali ini? Masih samakah debarnya pada Adrian selepas wujud orang ketiga?

Two opposites, two hearts beating together in sync. Can these two navigate what this means to them? (ONGOING STORY) *Releasing at least one chapter every week* AUTHOR'S NOTES I wrote this story first in early 2021 but lost the original transcript. Many parts of this story are still the same, although I've made changes where I felt it was best to. For every chapter, I've put a song which gives off the mood for that specific chapter. Hope you all enjoy it :) Cover image credit to Google!! Edited using Canva TROPES: Lockdown, Secret Romance

─────────────────────── S.A.T.R.I.A, what a pure knight that serve this land even though your spilled blood will end up with impurity. NOESANTARA, how could you fight with them? A seemingly godlike creature that you ripped by a mere blade made out of a radiating inferno. Beast... Those thing came as an unexpected threats, once one are fully turned, they cannot go back until they lose their mind completely and all they think about is turning another one into their kind. S.A.T.R.I.A, the first force of the AntiBeast who each member was picked from the best and experienced fighter from the survivor around the world, they succeed to hold them all and built a city to survive. The Rouna City...

"Am I enough?"

An apocalypse of forgetting. In a place where no one can remember reality ceases to exist and life comes to an end. The people within this plane have no hope. No emotion. Just ill-fatedness and doom. But Reed doesn't want to forget and neither does Arden if it means loosing him.

Life always has a way of surprising us in so many ways. She would have been more carefree earlier had she known life's surprises. Had she known what life wanted to teach her later, she would've enjoyed earlier. Had she known how much she'll miss her smile, she would've laughed more. Life probably never let her be what she was. She never knew what she was capable of. "I still love you, and will always do. No matter wherever you are, you'll always have my heart. No matter how much it hurts, I'll always love you..."

Despair in gratefulness, relief in agony. That's how her world can be described, as she finds calmness in tragedy. Black and Blue is a collection of poems that scream how tragic it is to be young and burdened by quiet battles and a world that never seems to listen. Every word shouts the pain that lingers between growing up and falling apart, between living and merely surviving.

It's just hopeless, really. I don't even remember the last time he's touched me and we live in the same home. © Copyright 2014

These are poems I wrote when I was depressed or being downright pessimistic. Poems I wrote were I was thinking of just melting into oblivion. I know that some of you may relate to it so please enjoy reading. The following poems may talk about suicide, self-harm, depression and other things that may trigger the reader. Please read at your own risk.

Am I breathing? Yes, Am I living? I dont know ...

I thought he's the one. I thought our relationship would be strong. He told me to fight for our love, and I did. But what did he do? He just gonna break our vows with some other girl. And now he's back after 5 years, he wanted me back to start over again. Who do he think he is? I'm trying to move on with him, but I still have a bit of feelings towards Bonbon. I don't know what to choose, is either "get back to him and start again" or "let him go and be free".

It's the tsunami's fault. If it weren't for that stupid incident, I wouldn't be stranded on a deserted island. I wouldn't have to struggle to survive. I wouldn't have to go through near death situations. My life is on the line. Could I survive alone off the maps?

Waiting for my death... till I end up committing suicide.

Brothers are supposed to protect each other and love one another. But even family ties have limits. Kuai Liang and Fujin have always been in their older brother's shadows. They both want to be set apart from Bi-Han and Raiden. That is, until both are held captive by their respective sibling. Now they'll do anything to get away. (Small note: in this story, Bi-Han never dies. So he looks normal, but both him and Raiden are crazy.)

Methamphetamine Addiction; Food and Sleep deprivation; Psychosis

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A mixture of poetry

It's just odd because I grew up thinking that people waited until they were 21 to drink. Couples waited until marriage to have sex and people didn't do drugs. I thought you would always end up marrying your soulmate. Your friends would always be your friends never leaving your side. And most importantly, that everyone who YOU said " I love you" to would say it back... and mean it. It's just crazy how you could grow up with all this love and hope in your heart. Then you're thrown into what you think is a twisted world, but it's actually life. And you've gotta live it. Sequel to Maybe I'm Insane

it is a compilation of a problematic girl's sentiments about her life and everything

Evanescence (n) comes from the Latin evanescere meaning "disappear, vanish." Something that possesses qualities of evanescence, has a quality of disappearing or vanishing. The evanescence of a shooting star makes it hard to catch - it's there one moment and gone the next. Evanescence is a word typically used to describe an event that fades from sight or memory, or sometimes the fleeting quality of worldly success. (©®vocabulary.com)