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Description
The One I Wasn't Allowed to Want is a slow-burn BL romance centered on forbidden love, restraint, and emotional gravity.
Est is sworn to protect the family at all costs. Trained, disciplined, and loyal to a fault, he knows exactly where the lines are-and crosses none of them. Loving William was never part of the job, yet it happens quietly, inevitably, and far too early.
William, the younger brother, grows up watched but never truly seen. What starts as dependence turns into trust, then something deeper and far more consuming. He falls later-but when he does, he falls without restraint, with a devotion that threatens to unravel everything Est has sworn to uphold.
As past loyalties, unspoken desires, and looming danger collide, both men must face a question with no easy answer:
Is love worth choosing when it was never meant to be an option?
This story explores love that grows in silence, the ache of self-control, and the quiet tragedy of wanting someone you were never allowed to touch.