Mentalhealthjourney Histoires

A raw, unfiltered story of a morning that started with quiet sadness, turned into white-hot irritation, and somehow ended in the middle of a wild, unplanned parking-lot fiesta. This is the chaos, the comedy, and the truth of what it feels like when life hits from every angle - and you still stand in it.

Fifteen-year-old Amina grows up in a house filled with silence, arguments, and expectations she can never seem to meet. When she dares to confess her dream of becoming a fashion designer, she is forced to say the words that slowly begin to erase her: "My dreams are just dreams." At school, comparisons and quiet whispers deepen her insecurities, while at home, love feels conditional. As her brother leaves to chase his future, Amina is left behind with her fading confidence and buried sketches. This is a story about invisible pain, lost identity, and the quiet struggle to protect a dream that refuses to die.

This is not a metaphor. This is not a dramatization. This is what a panic attack actually looks like when it doesn't stop. After midnight on a cold Thursday night, my body turned against me. What started as a familiar warning - that quiet something's wrong feeling - turned into hours of pacing, shaking, dissociation, and survival rituals that didn't work the way they were supposed to. I walked until my legs felt hollow. Held ice until my hands stopped feeling real. Cleaned bathrooms because movement was the only thing keeping me upright. Tried food. Tried noise. Tried silence. Tried lying down. Nothing shut it off. This is a record of that night - from the first wave of panic to the moment I finally came back into myself days later. No inspiration. No recovery arc. No clean ending. Just what it's like to stay alive when your nervous system refuses to let you rest.

A horror mystery thriller about a young girl. The pain and horror she feels and the mysteries about herself and everything she feels around her. Zelda being so curious about the death of her dad Mr. Mark Williams and the search leading her to the depth of her life itself and waking up the memories that she herself forbidded from her consciousness.The hate for her twin sister Evelyn Fae Williams and her mother, Grace Williams consumes her and the hatred in her growing vastly. This story will give you chills as you go through Zeldas life. "A villian is only a villian in a heroes eyes"

❌You don't need fixing because you're broken.❌ ✅You need healing because you've been hurt. ✅

Leaving the drinkers was the first brutal step, not towards healing, not towards clarity, but toward staying alive long enough to have a chance. This is the opening piece of *Carousel of Destruction*, a prequel cycle to *Barbed Wire Psalms* about the gravity of addiction, the people who kept spinning, and the moment you stepped off the ride.

Riding Elephants is the true story of a family ravaged by mental illness, one member following another, as recalled through the eye of the eldest daughter, now a licensed psychotherapist. Dr. Jennifer Cox offers a tale of love, grief, and finding meaning, and purpose in a past of perpetual heartache and struggle. As a debut memoirist and a psychotherapist she offers educational and insightful musings on the nature and experience of mental illness and far-reaching effects for so many. Robert is an appliance repairman in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma and the father of three children. He has struggled with Bipolar Disorder for many years, but has continued to essentially function as provider, father, and partner to Jan. That is until one day, in a psychotic state, he drives his truck into the front of the family home because "he just forgot to stop." Life is never the same for his family as they spiral into a life of homelessness, poverty, and further emerging mental illness. In this story, Dr. Cox reveals the devastating and immeasurable impact that parental mental illness has on their children and how awareness, education, and access to resources could prevent such tragedy.

Ugh, everything just feels so... meh. Like, I'm just going through the motions, you know? Nothing really excites me anymore. I'm just a empty shell of my former self, wandering aimlessly, trying to find something, anything, that sparks joy. But it's all just a dull, gray haze. Even things I used to love feel like a chore. I'm just so... done. With everything. 😮‍💨

A collection of poetry I've written over the years dealing with my journey through depression and self-harm. It's a mental health journey. (Also, I've Updated the cover! Final Edition) Trigger warning: lots of my writing is a bit dark - deals with depression and some mentions of SH.

Rising from the Shadows is a heartfelt journey through the struggles of depression and anxiety, following a young girl as she navigates the darkness within. From the moment she realizes that her sadness is more than just temporary to her search for help and the painful realization that those around her don't always understand, the story captures the raw emotions of her battle. As she makes difficult sacrifices to prioritize her well-being, she slowly finds the light again, proving that healing is possible. This is a tale of resilience, self- discovery, and the power of hope.

This is almost a form of therapy for me, so come along as we go through this journey together. Maybe you'll find peace in that you're not alone in struggling. I personify my mental health into original characters and try to deal with them being in my life. There is a trigger warning in the story but I must encourage being in the right mental and emotional space for this! There will be more specific warnings as the stories go on, but I know for me just the mention of basic things in passing can be devastating.

She didn't write to be understood - she wrote to stay alive. Each page of this diary breathes with the quiet ache of a girl who refused to disappear beneath her pain. This isn't a story about heartbreak. It's about surviving yourself - the long nights, the silent mornings, the moments when even breathing felt too loud. Dear the Girl Who Survived Everything is a diary that refused to heal alone. It's inked in honesty, trembling hands, and a heartbeat that kept going even when everything else stopped. Read it slowly. Feel it deeply. And maybe, somewhere between her words and yours, you'll remember - you made it too.

In "Shadows Within," follow the journey of Abhimanyu, a 26-year-old unemployed individual who delves into the intricate minds of villains, seeking solace in their stories. Battling his own insecurities and a year of isolation, Abhimanyu's fascination becomes a haunting exploration of mental health. As he forges a new connection, his internal struggles manifest, leading to a surreal confrontation with his own demons. In a climactic twist, Abhimanyu faces the painful dilemma of defeating the villain within himself. This poignant tale weaves together darkness and self-discovery, culminating in a dawn that promises renewal.

Every step becomes a trial, each one heavier than the last. Progressing becomes exhausting. What alternative is left? To stop? Is it even conceivable? So to fall... falling could simplify everything, wouldn't it?

short and little dark writing about inner dialogue

A diary turned series "Some people scream. Some people pray. I wrote things down - because speaking them out loud made them real, and I wasn't ready for that." -Ara Shaloh When the world stayed loud, Ara went quiet. In a life stitched with routine, expectations, and invisible wounds, she writes instead - one entry at a time, one heartbreak per page. From job interviews to mental breakdowns, silent bus rides to loud family dinners, Ara searches for peace in coffee, purpose in deadlines, and meaning in Mondays. This isn't a fairytale. It's survival. It's softness. It's strength you'll never notice - unless you read between the tears.

In the quiet embrace of the Cordillera mountains, where the wind carries stories and the earth remembers every tear, two souls found each other not in perfect moments but in broken ones. Phil Onise had once built his life around love. He believed in forever until the woman he loved betrayed him, leaving behind more than just heartbreak. He came to Baguio carrying silence like armor, grief like weight, and a past that refused to let go. Ziny Nemis arrived at the same place with her own scars, a dream shattered by betrayal, a trust broken by someone she thought would stay. She didn't come to heal. Not at first. She came to escape. But the mountain has a way of making you face what you carry gently, patiently, powerfully. They met not as saviors or soulmates, but as strangers walking the same trail one step ahead, one step behind, always finding their way back to each other. And slowly, healing began. Not with grand declarations. Not with fairy tales. But with shared meals beneath starlit skies. With hikes through pine forests and whispered conversations beside campfires. With honesty. With time. With choice. Because sometimes, the only thing stronger than pain is the love that grows from it. "Where the Mountain Heals" is a story about second chances, not just in love, but in life. It's about how we carry our pasts, but don't have to be carried by them. And it's about the quiet magic of the mountains How they change people. How they mend hearts. How they bring us home. To ourselves. And sometimes... to each other.

Before the full chapter drops, here's the breakdown of the real memory that changed everything. This is how the moment unfolded-the day I first heard the word "ADHD" and realized my brain wasn't broken. Just wired... like lightning. > "Full chapter dropping soon. Stay close."

Some doors in a psych ward aren't meant to be opened- And some questions aren't meant to be asked out loud. This is the final piece of my eight-part collection, Barbed Wire Psalms- poems about survival, relapse, family lies, dark humor, and the places where grace finally catches up. Psalm VIII asks the last question: Who really gets to walk into your life-and who never earned the right?

TRIGGER WARNING SORRY SOME OF THIS IS SAD I PROMISE IT GOT BETTER