Midnightthoughts Stories

A collection of my raw and unfiltered reflections-confessions, heartbreaks, inspirations, and moments of love captured in words. These random thoughts are pieces of a soul, shared one page at a time.

Poems I've written through the years. Hope you enjoy! These aren't just words on a page- they're fragments of who I was, who I became, and who I'm still trying to understand. Inside this book, you'll find pieces of love that burned too bright, silences that said more than words ever could, and nights where thoughts refused to let me rest. Some poems will feel like heartbreak. Some will feel like healing. Others... like standing in the middle of something infinite, not knowing whether to stay or let go. This is for the ones who feel too deeply. For the ones who love like it's eternal, even when it isn't. For the ones still searching for meaning in the chaos. Maybe you'll find yourself in these lines. Maybe you won't. But either way- thank you for being here.

These are thing that I have written about at the most random times. Read if you want.

These are poems I write when I need to let it all out. They are filled with raw emotions I feel everyone can relate to... hope you enjoy

Hey guys, this is my first published book, it's not very good because I'm not really good at writing poems or whatever you'd call them. I know most of these have a similar feel and I apologise for that most of these were written on nights when I was missing my ex like crazy so most are about him and I'll try to order these as best as I can. It's probably slightly confusing reading these because all of these are about four different boys in total. "I miss his eyes" isn't about anyone to do with me, it was a commissioned work on TikTok Please give me feedback on these🩷🩷 The ones about my ex were written MONTHS before I got with my new boyfriend by the way I promise right now that I could not give a goats yodel about him now I just felt that these were actually kind of good. And also with the very last one I know limited people will understand the way I feel and but I'm trying my best and I'd never cheat I'm not like that but it's just too much. Please ask for permission if you want to distribute these as they are all my original work. Thanks, Iz.

She didn't need advice. She didn't need solutions. She just needed... someone to stay. Rutuja was always there for everyone- checking on them, understanding them, standing beside them in their worst moments. But one night, when she needed someone the most... no one showed up. Not even the ones she called "her people." What followed wasn't heartbreak. It was something quieter... something deeper. Silence. Distance. Realizations. And a truth she wasn't ready to face. This is not just a story. It's a feeling you might have lived... but never spoke about. Because sometimes, loneliness doesn't come from being alone- it comes from being unseen. - A story by Veena

endless... until it's not

Some hauntings don't scream. They wait. Each night, when the world grows quiet and defenses fall, a presence returns-familiar, intimate, impossible to fully escape. When Shadows Settle is a lyrical exploration of the things we bury by day and confront in the dark: memory, desire, guilt, grief, and the habits that refuse to loosen their grip.

Tula.

I never learned how to explain myself. So I wrote instead.

All poems have a meaning with some better than others. These poems can hit the heart in many ways. Give you tears of joy while you take a look into others lives; see things from a different perspective. Full volume published now!!! (Only on Amazon)

A Heart Nobody Chose Some hearts are not loud. They don't demand attention. They simply love... quietly, deeply, endlessly. This book is for the ones who gave their hundred percent but never received even one. For the ones who felt alone in their own family, who trusted friends that turned out fake, who loved someone that never chose them. These poems are pieces of a heart that tried, waited, and broke in silence. Written in Hindi and English, each poem is a reflection of pain, loneliness, hope, and the quiet strength of a heart that kept loving... even when nobody chose it. Maybe this heart... is yours too.

A love story built on silent care and loud misunderstandings . where she hides her feelings behind stubborn pride, and he loves her in ways she doesn't always notice. Between playful fights, unspoken emotions, and moments that change everything, Maya and Ayaan must learn that sometimes love isn't about grand confessions... it's about realizing what you almost lost. Ayaan X Maya Grumpy X sunshine He fell first and harder

Short unsettling tales born from sleepless nights and restless mind. Some are weird. Some are kind of sad. Most of them just made me feel... off. Like something wasn't quite right, even if I couldn't explain why. These are the things that came out when my brain wouldn't shut up-late at night, staring at the ceiling, thinking too much. If they make you feel a little weird too, then I've done my job. ⚠️ Trigger warnings: mental illness, dissociation, intrusive thoughts, death, grief, emotional manipulation, body discomfort, and that vague but heavy sense that something's wrong. You've been warned.

dedicated to the good, the broken and the undeserving a book of my poetry trigger warnings will be placed in chapters if needed - aj

i am just an object.

Anxiety leads to poetry and this is my only way presenting myself... naked.

Just some out of place thoughts I figured I may as well put out there to see if anyone can benefit from my little midnight epiphanies. They get pretty deep, but they're mostly pretty short, so if you like the book description you can read a few and find out. Thanks!

I love writing poetry, so this book would be a compilation of all my quotes, poems, ramblings, and whatnot. Basically just whatever comes into my head. Most of them are going to be sad stuff though, so yea. Also, some of them may be based on experience or what I'm currently feeling and some are totally made up. Thank you for opening this book. Please do comment and vote if it touched you in any way! I'd be glad to know. :)