histórias de Nightthoughts

There are things that happen at night that do not belong fully to dreams or to waking. Moments when the body goes still but the mind stays alert. When shadows feel deliberate. When voices sound familiar enough to answer, yet wrong enough to fear. When you are certain you are awake - and later realize you may not have been. This book is not about monsters. It is about losing control while fully conscious. What you will read here did not happen once, or in one place, or in one form. These experiences followed me across years, rooms, and stages of my life - changing shape, but never intent. Sometimes they whispered. Sometimes they watched. Sometimes they touched. Every incident in this book is real as I remember it. Some moments are clear. Others are fragments - sensations, fear, stillness, pain. Where memory faltered, emotion remained. Where certainty failed, awareness did not. If you have ever woken unable to move, if you have ever heard your name when no one was there, if you have ever felt fear before understanding why - this book may feel uncomfortably familiar. And if it doesn't, read carefully. Because once you become conscious in the dark, sleep is never entirely innocent again. Content Warning (15+) : This book contains intense descriptions of sleep-related experiences that may be disturbing for some readers. Themes include fear, loss of bodily control, altered states of consciousness, and psychological distress occurring during the night. Descriptions may trigger anxiety in readers with sleep-related disorders. Reader discretion is advised. Recommended for readers 15 years and older.

johnny is the exception (to the numbness). © JUGULARS 2019

Just some thoughts that I can't say but I need to get go. Hoping someone, sometimes feels like me and can see himself in this words

This is not a metaphor. This is not a dramatization. This is what a panic attack actually looks like when it doesn't stop. After midnight on a cold Thursday night, my body turned against me. What started as a familiar warning - that quiet something's wrong feeling - turned into hours of pacing, shaking, dissociation, and survival rituals that didn't work the way they were supposed to. I walked until my legs felt hollow. Held ice until my hands stopped feeling real. Cleaned bathrooms because movement was the only thing keeping me upright. Tried food. Tried noise. Tried silence. Tried lying down. Nothing shut it off. This is a record of that night - from the first wave of panic to the moment I finally came back into myself days later. No inspiration. No recovery arc. No clean ending. Just what it's like to stay alive when your nervous system refuses to let you rest.

Some poems i wrote and thought I would share with the world. As you read my poems you get to know a little more about me. DISCLAIMER all photos used here do not belong to me unless noted otherwise. All pictures have been grabbed from Google Images

As title stated suicide stories that most likely will be based off of how I feel. Writing stories like this makes me cope with everything. Sometimes I wish that that is how I will end it all.

I'm pouring my heart and soul into combinations of words that contain all my love and pain in rhymes and verses. [working in progress, irregular updates]

Random things. Daily thought. About life. About love. Myself and you

This is a book for my freewriting and whatnot.

These are some poems that are written by me:) Some of the poems might be in hindi and some in English. These all are my original poems. So if you find any similarities from any other work... bro get a life- *clears throat* Happy reading Author Sham <3 ●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●

🖋 Words bleed 🌓 > These are not poems written to impress. They are pieces of silence, of pain, of moments I never said aloud. Each word is a thought I couldn't explain, each line - a feeling I couldn't hold forever. "Poetries of Soul - Part 1" is my collection of truth. Not perfect. Just real. - A.B.

Short poems ✨

in this book, I'll collect all my poems, songs, and such. So let's see where creativity takes us!

Little deep thoughts I have every so often. Poetry? I don't think so but perhaps to another eye TW// everything negative you can think of just to be safe

Needs to get off of my chest....nothing else.

A hurt girl letting her mind wonder Poetry Short stories One nerdy boy One emo girl A could've been love

Hey guys! this is just something I feel at the moment and wanted to share because it came to the point where it hurts so.. I hope you like it! --------------------------------

what really goes on in my mind at night

TW Collection of poetry all written by me:)

Here lies some pretty-shaped thoughts i have chosen to carve into a journal. Take them as they are, as you might find yourself swaying in between the words you relate to.