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Ray is eighteen, a trans boy, and addicted to alcohol. He checks into rehab hoping to find some kind of control over his life. He has a girlfriend and thinks he knows who he is straight, loyal, and trying to survive.
Then he meets Phil, twenty-eight, addicted to Xanax, sarcastic, charming... and utterly confusing. Phil flirts, teases, and slowly breaks down the walls Ray has built around his heart. Ray fights it, tries to do the right thing, but the pull is irresistible.
As they grow closer, boundaries blur, feelings intensify, and secrets multiply. Ray struggles with guilt, sobriety, and identity, while Phil battles his own demons. Their slow-burning connection becomes impossible to ignore but love, desire, and tragedy don't play fair.
This story is inspired by my own experiences.
content warning ‼️ addiction, self harm, trauma, pregnancy as a trans male and abortion, dysphoria, boundary violations, toxic romance