Relapse Stories

This story was inspired by Ben&Ben's song "Lifetime". They said that yellow and blue are never meant to be together because yellow symbolizes happiness while blue is sadness. Just like oil and water, they don't mix no matter how much you try. "Maybe we're like yellow and blue, 'cause you bring lights and I carry depths." A girl who named Shaina Feyrer Merivale, a famous artist who never believed in love again because of what happened to her parents many years ago, never trusted anyone, don't have friends, and never been in a relationship. But suddenly, she met a boy who named Brixton Kleinhaus Frostveil, handsome, funny, everyone's dream to be with, gentleman and caring. And everything changes.

When the night holds its breath, a bird remains awake. Under the velvet nights- the melody resonates within. Her songs were not sung, but woven into words. How can a bird sing without its voice? Why Do Birds Sing is a compilation of poems and stories told in silence- where its emotions resonate with the soul.

In Briarport love doesn't come gentle. Kairo Lewis built his life on control; of his block, his money, and his emotions. There's no room for weakness in his world. Cheyenne Thomas wasn't supposed to matter. She was just a girl with sharp eyes and too much pride to ask for help. But somewhere between late nights and hard truths, lines blur. When love grows in a place it shouldn't, they'll both have to decide what they're willing to risk to keep it. Because in the streets, everything fades eventually. Even the high.

"that's the beauty of them, if you ever feel overwhelmed you can just hit 𝙧𝙚𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙙" she spoke. her fingers fumbling with the old casette played in her hands. she glanced at the man beside her. he turned to her. his eyes soaking in the soft dewy glow of her skin, the curve of her nose, the cheekbones that rose against her skin. and he wished he could hit rewind on that very moment and reply it everyday to remind him of how beautiful she was.

yizrah airis hernandez - caleb bryce orenaz

Mental illness is something that stalks and feeds on millions of people. Every day there are people struggling to continue, recover, stop harming, and eat. A disorder is not something that can be understood or removed as easily as one believes. This story might give you a better insight on one of the most obscure morbid places in the human mind. This story follows the disordered life of eighteen year old Rose Johansson who struggles with self-harm and EDNOS, an eating disorder. This is a fictional, but based on true events, story meant to connect with readers who struggle from the same disorders, and for readers who want to know what it feels like to be disordered.

Cut and bleed, She thinks Should I do it? She says Would it hurt less? She thinks again

Lyrics to Careful What You Wish For by Eminem * DISCLAIMER * This Song Contains Explicit Content

Lance sweets is twenty two, and working for the FBI and with the Jeffersonian. He has left behind a horrid past, for the most part, at least. That is, until both a man haunting Lance's past, and a case somewhat related to it causes him to be a prime suspect, however, they cannot know how deep Lance's trauma actually went, only knowing that Sweets knew the dead victim. Booth arrests him, assuming him to be resisting coming with him to be questioned, and puts him in a holding cell, by himself. Once there, they realize that that may not have been the best idea in all the land. Memories come crashing back, and Lance Sweets has a severe relapse. To try to get help, and figure out what the hell happened to Lance, Booth and Bones get assistance from Gorden Wyatt, a retired Psychologist. What will happen? And what is so horrible about Lance's past?

Just a short story I wrote. Self-harm is in no way unimportant, beautiful, or stupid. It's a serious problem, and if you do, please message me!

questions i ask myself every day

Rue haar nichtje komt voor een korte tijd bij rue wonen omdat haar ouders gaan scheiden, maar ze ontmoet de liefde van haar leven...

Gay ocs

(This is book 2, book one is my eating disorder). Nicole's life was going well until she hit a bad relapse. Luke tries to help her through it but Nicole's stubbornness might be the end of them. Will their relationship end or will it continue?

It's for everyone. Both those that have already tried recovery and those who are still fighting. I'm here to support. All of you, all of us. Because we all matter. I'm not a professional. Not a psychologist, psychiatrist. Just an ed survivor, writing from lived experience. Skip if you find these triggering - I completely understand. I believe that we all deserve support, and much better than the world that portrays serious diseases as "success stories" or "becoming healthier, prettier." We can do better. In short, this is a series about eating disorders and everything related to them: relapses, beginnings, the process, healing, society's influence, and recovery. I write about things that affect me as a person who has, and still is struggling with this little trap in her mind that says to give up. And that's why I'm creating this. We need something else besides the constant skinny obsession, don't we? Even if you decide not to read any of the chapters - I get it. If you don't agree with my point of view that I share in this project, that's alright. I'm not trying to convince anyone to my mind. I'm trying to let people with invisible, underrated struggles be heard, seen. And you're valid. You're enough. There're more of us. We are no longer silent. We're here for ourselves - that's already a big step toward healing. I'm not going to tell you that recovery is the same for everyone. I'm not going to tell you that people won't comment on your appearance. I'm not going to tell you that you'll always love yourself after recovery. But I am going to, at least try, to convince you that being alive is worth more than looking a certain way. You think feeling your bones is hot? You know what's more? BEING ALIVE. Healing is a process. And it's hard. But as long as you are alive, you always have a chance. I'm not one of the perfectly recovered ones. I see this trap. I've lived in it. I still do. But I'm not afraid of speaking about it - until someone finally hears me.

She's been stuck with this stupid illness since she was 10. She's sick and tired, it's been 7 years. She can't go on. She develops anorexia. She's taken to a hospital. A hospital for souls. She meets the most dreamy boy and falls for him little does she know he's fallen for her too.

As the world keeps moving forward, sometimes we just still stay behind the past in hopes for some changes to happen. Promises are meant to be kept but sometimes to be also broken. The world just stops working after that.

I need to let go of everything.

There's trouble in paradise in this installment of this Shameless AU tale... Jagger and Collin Milkovich have finally kicked their heroin addiction. How long will they be able to ignore the insidious call? Will the challenges they face drive them to the edge? And how will they respond when their love is given the greatest test... and they fail?