Barnes_diaries
No memory of her parents. Raised and trained to be an assassin starting at age 3. Doesn't even know her own name. Treated with hatefulness and abuse for 15 years. Loses years of her life being frozen. Severe trauma and fears. Only knows pain.
How does one let any of that go?
A young girl is placed into the Red Room, with no memories of her parents or life so far. She is trained to become a strong and merciless assassin. When moved up to a higher advanced group, she meets Natalia Alianovna Romanova, who becomes like an older sister to the young girl.
With no memory of her real name, Nat gives her the name that will last a lifetime, along with a touch of her own. Blair Romanova.
As Blair gets older, she must learn to cope with the pain of her past. She must cope with both things she remembers and the things she doesn't. She must figure out how to survive. How to escape her fears and the hate she was raised to know. She must learn to trust. But most importantly, she must learn to let go of it all. Not forget, but move on from the past. Allow herself to live a new life with the people she loves. Allow herself to be happy.
But before she gets there, she must go through a lot. Both alone and with Natasha, and with the new people she meets along the way. People who just might allow her to become the version of herself she strives to be, and will give her the life she dreams of. But who will those people be? And how does she learn to trust them?
The timeline of this story doesn't always go along with the MCU timeline. It is set to start in 1990 but will fast forward through some years along the way.
Movie storylines it does follow will be Thor, The Avengers, Captain America the Winter Soldier, and The Avengers: Age of Ultron. The rest will be its own timeline.
Some of the movie storylines will be changed but not a ton.
*Disclaimer* - I don't own any of the Marvel characters, I only own my OC Blair Romanova.