ColdStew
Reki felt guilty for leaving Langa that way. If only his jealousy hadn't overcome him, Reki might have been able to tell Langa. He would've been able to tell him that he was leaving. He would've been able to tell him that they might not see each other again.
Langa couldn't believe Reki had felt Okinawa without saying a word to him. If only he had the courage to talk to him before he left. Maybe, if Langa had stepped up and ended the fight, Reki would've told him. Maybe, Reki would've never left in the first place.
The "if only's" the two teen boys held when thinking about each other built up day by day. Those thoughts circling through their head constantly. The only things they wish they could've done before separating for the final time.