histórias de Stillhere

Poem

Carmon McLean ended her life thinking it would be over in an instant. She could forever be locked in a box in the ground with all her suffering ended. But suddenly she is swept into a world of half existence, invisibility, and watching those she loved mourn over her. But the real question is, why is she still here?

This memoir tells the story of growing up in a home shaped by neglect, abuse, and survival. From early illness and isolation to being forced into adulthood far too soon, this book traces the experience of a childhood where safety was never guaranteed and love was conditional. Walking home alone, caring for siblings, enduring physical and emotional harm, and learning to stay silent became part of daily life. Even after escaping that environment, the impact remained. Loss followed, grief accumulated, and healing proved to be anything but simple. This is not a story of easy recovery, but of endurance-of learning how trauma lives in the body, how silence can be as damaging as violence, and how survival can become both a strength and a burden. Told with honesty and restraint, this memoir is about what it means to survive when you had no choice, and how learning to live afterward can be just as difficult as staying alive.

A journey through the fragments of self, the questions we hide, and the echoes we chase. A raw reflection of identity, love, and the masks we wear.

Read Summary Here.... Okay, not start the story.

Have you ever found yourself in a situation you couldn't explain? Yeah, that's pretty much what happened to me... One day my brother is standing in my kitchen. Nothing unusual? Right? Wrong... Hi! I'm Jellie and I wanted to try an English story for once, but be warned! I don't know English very well and I don't know if every phrase I write is correct, so...sorry in advance! But otherwise have fun with the story! :)

This is not a guide. Not a rescue plan. Not a "how to be okay." This is a love letter to the ones who almost disappeared. A collection of raw, poetic chapters written like whispers in the dark. If you've ever felt too heavy, too soft, too broken to be here... this is for you. STILL HERE - A Soft Survival Series is not about being healed. It's about choosing to stay anyway. From Pappii, with softness.

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Sino dito ang nagmamahal pero walang kasiguraduhan? sino dito yung naghihintay parin pero hindi mo alam kung andyan pa sya? itong tula na ito para sa inyong lahat na kapareho ng nararanasan ko ngayon 😂😭

these are just song lyrics and yes the cover is and actual serial killer just in case you were wondering

this is pretty much an open diary of mine to who ever decides to read this. It mostly is about the letters I write but will never send to the boy with blonde hair and eyes like the ocean. Updates are rare but it's cringey and real emotional content. Thanks xo

a short poem I wrote..

So this book is about Jooamznnayno's account which is no more Now it's for updates and little kitttyparty

Anjhon went in a secluded area in the middle of the forest where he used to go to everytime his depression strikes him, just to shout, cry and blame himself from a very traumatic event happened on his past. well it has been his routine every time he's there. Hes the greatest Pretender you may encounter his smile can hide all his problems and burdens not wanting his Father to perceive all his Secrets. Until one day he met a girl a bald girl who's also in that secluded area in the forest and the girl can make him laugh as if there's nothing happened on his past, they roamed around the forest that made unstick from depression temporarily, they became friends and became in a relationship instantly. They often meet each other there until he fell in love to her But What if the very Traumatic event he has experienced happen again with another lady who's really differ from any other lady, but more painful and more unforgettable? Because Whatever he do, even he tried so Hard to forget her. "I can't, even though it was 2 years ago, she left a scar, no she didn't, co'z she's the scar herself that still in my Heart. she's... She's Still Here" - Anjhon Obrien FIND OUT Why Anjhon was Depressed and what Happened on his past that made his life miserable? Why the lady he met in the forest was bald? How come they became In a Relationship instantly? And How his past would Happen again?

Maybe someday, Sera, you'll look back and realize someone was quietly loving you through the seasons you never noticed. But whether you ever knew or not, I was always... Still here. - Aris

I thought I could be repaired but after everything that happened... I know I am beyond repair. My confession. Something I would never tell. Something I can't keep hidden much longer. Something I want to shout but can't because he's my best friend. Because I don't want to hurt him. It's out in the light now. I knew I would regret it.

*deep inhale* WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! It's another year and I'm still kickin, ahahahah Yippie

She wasn't planning to stay. Not for another day, not for another sunrise she couldn't feel. But one message - "You forgot your sketchbook." - changes everything. He's the quiet boy who sketches in corners, the one who sees the world in shades of grey and light. She's the girl who forgot what light even looked like. Neither of them expected to save each other. But sometimes, the smallest moments - a text, a song, a shared silence - can pull you back from the edge. This isn't a story about falling in love. It's a story about learning to live again. And maybe, just maybe, finding love along the way. the story parts are all finished ,they will be uploaded gradually