Shame Stories

A poem I wrote that I thought could be song but is better as poetry. I was very sad when I wrote this :(

Your father had his fortune stolen but a miracle came. Being wedded off to Diluc due to your father's gratitude towards him, you wondered what the marriage would be like. Inside his mansion, you begin to notice an angel always lurking behind you singing a lullaby, And yet, no one, not even your own husband knows of it. Despite only wanting to help your father, the sweet lullaby every night causes you to stray away from Diluc's attempts for his affections towards you. (Uploaded from AO3)

Don't mind me, just sharing my most embarrassing moments with strangers on the internet and possibly causing myself shame and feeding my siblings blackmail. :D Why? 🧡 Well, I want to show people that they aren't alone in these moments. Embarrassing things happen, and if you're anything like me, you randomly remember them years later and cry yourself to sleep, or laugh it off. Just know, that it's okay to be uncomfortable sometimes, and it happens to everyone.🧡

Shattered Pieces of the Doll is a raw and haunting poetry collection that dissects girlhood, trauma, longing, shame, devotion, and the fragile architecture of identity. Each poem represents a shard of porcelain: sharp, reflective, and delicate. The collection moves between themes of religious guilt and hypocrisy, obsessive love and unfaithful longing, childhood innocence and its theft, self-image and the pressure to be desirable, and the quiet horror of isolation within one's own mind. Recurring imagery of ghosts, storms, snow, mirrors, angels, monsters, and haunted houses creates a dreamlike atmosphere where memory and reality blur. The speaker shifts between victim and vixen, sinner and saint, muse and monster, capturing the complexity of womanhood shaped by betrayal, desire, shame, and survival. There is an aching nostalgia for "the good old days," a yearning to return to purity, to feeling, to something unbroken. Yet beneath the despair runs a current of self-awareness: a recognition of addictive love, inherited guilt, fractured faith, and the hunger to be chosen. At its core, Shattered Pieces of the Doll is about fragmentation-of identity, innocence, faith, and love, and the painful attempt to gather those pieces back together. It is intimate, unflinching, and deeply human: a portrait of a girl becoming a woman while wrestling her ghosts, her memories, and the echoes of who she used to be.

Be his mistress. What could be so hard? Rosy born from nobility. Her life set until things took the wrong turn and now she finds herself a mistress of a man who has placed her in the estate his wife and child reside in. She had placed her life of nobility in the past but she can't run from it if she is his mistress. And leaving him would be her best option only she doesn't know the obsession he has over her. The level he will take to keep her with him.

Noora and William... after Skam season 4

Fanfiction na podstawie norweskiego serialu "SKAM" opowiadające losy Evy i Chrisa. Moje fanfiction skupia się na intrygującej relacji między Evą a Chrisem z The Penatrators. Czy dwie skrajne osobowości odnajdą nić porozumienia?? Czy ci, których uważamy za złych, mogą być dla nas najlepszym co kiedykolwiek nas spotkało?

I will burn your hamilton tickets.

This is the memoir of an Asian-Canadian boy, one of the hundreds of high-achieving Asian students who are deemed to be excellent test-takers, but lacking in personality, creativity and imagination. He is always seen smiling, but is suffocating under his parents' expectations and feeling trapped by his culture's values. A detailed account of his life, this memoir shows the dark side of being raised by strict tiger parents, bringing depth and insight into the Asian stereotypes that have long persisted.

I cant do this anymore. Too much has happened to me already and I dont want anymore problems coming. This is the end. End of everything. End of stress. End of pain. End of lonliness. End of blaming. End of relying. End of depression. End of unkindness. End of all people. End of misunderstanding. End of breathing. And end of life. Suicide is the best option for me and everyone else. May happiness fill hearts of those who didnt do damage to the feelings I own. Actually, to those who did also. May your heart burn with love and kindness for all who may cross your path. To those who actually have a purpose to live. To those who have people to love them. To those who dont end their lives like I will. All Rights Reserved.

Methamphetamine Addiction; Food and Sleep deprivation; Psychosis

"I was wrong I did something horrible and I suffer the consequences now All I know, I just love them I want to protect them yet, it is me who suffer" A lady acted upon her will Showing her love but too much to handle by people around her She's just adorable but explode when things ruined what she tries to protect But everything ruins and even the people she love hate her, how can she handle it when all the things that happened was because of her. Because of too much love, because of how she show love to people she wanted to protect but end up being hated and guilt. Can she survive from the consequences? Can she still live the life she dreamed of? Can she face the reality after ruining everything??

Have you ever wondered, "I wonder.... is there a bigger failure then me?" Well, to answer your question. Yes. That failure is me.

This is my first collection of poems.

this is the story of my life, the reality and how I want it to end. there's crying. there's heart breaks there's happy moments. there's depressing moments. And they all join to what I have become. and how I am now.

Often we only hear the story from one perspective. That perspective isn't always accurate.

"You want me to stop?" Mr Moriarty smirked as he left a hickey on my neck, holding my hands tightly above my head. "You're so weak that you can't even push me away. You're mine." 19th Century London. England's power and discrimination has birthed a hero who destroys all injustice: 'The Lord of Crime.' The Napoleon of Crime who is feared by all. Except he has a secret... Misaki was a sideshow for her brilliant cousin who won a scholarship for Durham University. Although her beauty, grace and gentle nature is unmatched, she is extremely frail and prone to illness. Just a lifeless jewel. Just a fragile butterfly. Just a fleeting blossom. But there's more to her than meets the eye... When these two souls meet, a passion blooms that cannot be extinguished. Lust, desire, shame. How will the brilliant criminal stage of London play out? How will their past come back to haunt them? Based on the 'Sherlock Holmes' Stories by Sir Arthur Colan Doyle and the 'Moriarty the Patriot' Anime and Manga by Ryōsuke Takeuchi and Hikaru Miyoshi. Cover by Harw_99 Copyright © PeonySan 2022

When Kion And Bunga are playing baobab ball the fruit rolls into the outlands but when the Hyenas threaten to eat Bunga, Kion Runs to get his Father, Simba it's to late Bunga is Gone but when the Hyenas Show up the next day Kion's out of Control After the battle with the Hyenas Kion must make a journey to 4 different prides to recruit the New Member of the Lion Guard Nyoka, Kivuli, Mtafakari and Maalum Will Kion be the same or he change forever.... and yes Im using some old Oc's don't get confused pls this ain't a continuation of any of my stories