Stillhere Stories

(Poems) "Every poem means something different to everyone- so find the meaning that finds you." I was never good at explaining what hurt, so I carved it into petals and shadows. Red for the lies I believed. Black for the truths I feared. Gold for the wounds that pretended to heal. These pieces aren't poems- they're footprints of the ghosts I carry, the music my veins whisper at night.

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"Your not with me. But your not gone...your in my heart." Darien Nole and Kathrine Dunner had prepared everything for there future. They were soulmates. They were happy. They had each other. But when the pair finds out Kathrine has a fatal heart disease, it breaks everything apart. It was only a matter of time until a perfect future, would turn into a heartbreaking one.

A sad romance about a lovely girl falling in love with someone she soon forgot about.

Here I am

I've been drowning in a world that feels like it doesn't see me. Days blur together in pain, anxiety, and depression so heavy I can barely breathe. I've watched life slip through my hands, fought battles inside myself that nobody else even notices, and carried burdens that feel impossible to put down. I've been misdiagnosed, medicated into near nothingness, spiraled into darkness that almost claimed me, and yet here I am - still breathing. I've felt the pull of pills, substances, and moments so raw that every breath felt like a fight. I've been alone in small apartments, on blow-up mattresses, barely eating, barely moving, barely surviving. I've watched the system fail me, friends drift away, family stay distant, and yet still I fight. Every panic, every cry, every sleepless night - I've carried it all, and I write it down because someone has to see it. Someone has to feel it. This is a story of survival in silence, of battling inner demons nobody else sees, of raw, unfiltered truth. No edits. No sugarcoating. Just pain, struggle, hope, and the fight to exist in a world that feels like it wants me gone. If you've ever felt unseen, unheard, or broken, this is for you.

~{NOT THE REAL DEAL!!}~ (( since CaramelCraze didn't update her book, I am making my continuation for it, so THIS IS NOT CANON TO HATEFUL WONDERLAND!! Thank you CaramelCraze for making the start, but I'll take it from here 😉 )) " I promise we'll be the best of friends forever! " ((CAN'T REMEMBER DESCRIPTION WORK WITH ME!!))

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A journey through the fragments of self, the questions we hide, and the echoes we chase. A raw reflection of identity, love, and the masks we wear.

This is not a guide. Not a rescue plan. Not a "how to be okay." This is a love letter to the ones who almost disappeared. A collection of raw, poetic chapters written like whispers in the dark. If you've ever felt too heavy, too soft, too broken to be here... this is for you. STILL HERE - A Soft Survival Series is not about being healed. It's about choosing to stay anyway. From Pappii, with softness.

So this book is about Jooamznnayno's account which is no more Now it's for updates and little kitttyparty

Poem

~|| A Ffionn/Spectre Story ||~ What happened to Ffionn that day? Why is he experiencing such emotions and feelings? What is Stephan hiding? All these questions and no answer, but one thing's for certain, Ffionn can't control what he feels during a certain time, and his nightmares might be the cause of it all. ((This story will take place in first-person.perspective, so it (may) always be in Ffionn's POV.))

a short poem I wrote..

these are just song lyrics and yes the cover is and actual serial killer just in case you were wondering

Do not stand at my grave and cry your life away For I am not there, I did not die

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I thought I could be repaired but after everything that happened... I know I am beyond repair. My confession. Something I would never tell. Something I can't keep hidden much longer. Something I want to shout but can't because he's my best friend. Because I don't want to hurt him. It's out in the light now. I knew I would regret it.