godlingual
I wrote this story in 2 languages - Bahasa Indonesia and English. Mostly because I originally didn't want to publish this story, wrote only for my own entertainment. But I guess, after a long thought, I suppose I'm going to share this with you guys!:)
There is a reason why I chose the title 'Toska', why? came from Russian word 'Toska' is explained by Vladimir Nabokov that quoted "No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. At less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. In particular cases it may be the desire for somebody of something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. At the lowest level it grades into ennui, boredom."