Unprepared Stories

Real, Raw, and Unimaginably based on true events of my mental health journey. There are a lot of ups and downs and unexpected endings and just as sudden beginnings. Hope you all can find my struggles helpful/entertaining.

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Poem; cp

Jacey's life was never the best. Her father left a long time ago and visited about three times that she could remember, all resulting in screaming and him leaving without saying a word to Jacey. Her mother thought of her as a disappointment and disgrace, and expected Jacey to do better then she did in life as they slowly got poorer and poorer. Her sisters always called her to rant to, expecting Jacey to be able to handle their complaining even though she was the youngest and had the most stressful life between all of them. There was no way Jacey could ever be ready for what wicked game the world started playing with her. After her life is torn to shreds by a psychopathic, famous, and rich person, he adopts her. Jacey has to figure out how to survive in the cruelest of situations the world as thrown at her yet. // 1-3 chapters posted a week \\

The reason why we lay awake at night. Is it in fear or fright, is it because we don't feel right or is it because if we do... we would think of you.

ya yEET--

W.I.P, please read the demo. I need feedback about format before posting the story itself.

Ellie Graham has known Connor Knowles her whole life. Same school system, same grade, same hallways, but never the same class. All until her junior year of high school, when she was placed into the young boys' class. Ellie is mature and composed; Connor is not. Connor enjoys parties on the weekends and snapchatting random girls, "Wyll." Ellie tolerates everyday life and hates being single. They're opposites. To say the least. What could possibly bring them together? And why was it so late?

Left with no choice but to flee, Yvonne Xia Dion left home to find herself in a place called barangay kalikasan in Cebu, her Nana's hometown. Literally to her amazement it was a small paradise at the center of its city. But upon her arrival, she was faced with a harsh way of life she could not imagine, and for which she was ruefully unprepared. In her Nana's place she met a handsome and fiercely rude and proud man who taught her the power of desire and showed her the meaning of love. Now she was torn between the man she could not resist and the man she should be tied in agreement to her fathers will. Who should she choose to and where will her heart leads her again this time?

Poems about love Poems about pain Poems about loss and Poems about shame When love is not what you expect And your heart is feeling completely wrecked Here are the things we rather not say But we feel them inside trying to pretend were okay Love is a battle And loss is strategy But we continue to fight the war So we don't have to face reality

A story I began writing in 2016, reading the first 2 chapters it seems a little childish lol but coming back to this story and reading it ALL, I feel as if I left it at a good spot and shouldn't of drafted it . so here I go, republishing it and continuing it starting in chapter 4 (coming soon)!

POEM. When the times were old and people were like gold, When war was inevitable and pride was inexhaustible, it was then that the war was not only fought by soldiers alone. Even commoners came forward to fight. With minimalistic training and even less interest, it was almost a compulsion. This poem depicts the fears and insecurities of such a 16 year old lad, fatherless and forced into the horror field, let to fend for himself. He had spent the training days being gay and decided himself to fight the war for the sake of his family's pay. He is to start now completing some formalities, then travel long before facing his death. This is him speaking......the poem captures his fears, emotions and most of all his thoughts... Though this maybe difficult to relate but I am sure at least once in your lifetime you would have fought a war, unprepared. Remember the time when you ran into an unexpected confrontation, you may have given an exam totally unprepared, asked to deliver a speech on the spot, you may have been forced into something you dread or are uninterested in, think about anything such incidents.....and you can relate. Thank you!

Random 3 am/pm thoughts I scribble down

A girl with a strong set of powers no one is ready for.

I'm a crybaby.

Huge trigger warning for anxiety, depression, intent to self harm. This was something I wrote a long time ago, when I was at one of my lowest points, and I needed a different outlet. This is for anyone who is really low, who wants to know if there is anyone else who can replicate your feelings in a classroom, specifically a sensory overload. All written material is based off of actual events personally experienced. To anyone else who just clicked on this and hasn't experienced depression, anxiety, or severe intrusive thoughts, high unpleasantness warning.

An Autumn Storm Rushes Through An Average Day, Yet The Storm Takes An Unexpected Twist.