Youdidwell Stories

SHINee Jonghyun Memorial

You did well...... But I didn't..

김종현 Jonghyun's POV. December 9th to December 18th, 2017. N°1 in 171218! N°1 in wishyouwerehere! Note : BLINGERS/Shawols if you are triggered easily or still sensitive about this, please do not read. A work of love from a || BLINGER ||

Please..just please tell me this is a never ending nightmare

Letras para mi;

Lee Taeyong: a neglected, anorexic twenty-four year old who is grieving over the loss of his brother. Jung Jaehyun: someone who should be dead. -------------------------- "Give this to him...please." "Jae, we came here to visit your parents not give flowers to a fellow griever." "Just do it."

I seriously don't know why I'm posting this I guess I just need a place to finally let out my thoughts and stuff like that you know? So if you're interested hello to this story kinda thing and if not..yeah..well..hmm..bye. First you need to know that Jonghyun was a huge inspiration to me since I am a kid and that he saved me a lot of times without even knowing that I exist. You did well Jonghyun..🥀

Solo escribo como me siento respecto a Jonghyun.

This is just a little something I wrote about Junghyun (R.I.P). It's also contains how I'm feeling about this whole thing. If you listened to the song "Hyeya" by Jonghyun, you'll see the perspectives im writing this in (not only as a Shawol). I don't mean for this to ruin anybody mood or trigger them. So if you are not ready, it's ok.

My letter to Jonghyun oppa. The shining star. I will also add some poetry. Please love and remember jonghyun in your hearts . Thank you so much !

i just rant here when i miss him.

This is a short "thing" dedicated to Jonghyun and a dream I had of him- enjoy

You did well, Jonghyun.

**TRIGGER WARNING! JONGHYUN WILL BE MENTIONED IN THIS STORY AND IT'S AN ANGST STORY** 1 mark... Maybe it would all pass. It would be temporary. 2 marks... Just a simple mistake. No need to get so worked up over it. 3 marks... Don't be such a fool. Do this right. 4 marks... You upset a friend. No big deal. It would all pass. 5 marks... It's fine. Just keep practising, and you will improve gradually. 6 marks... Again...? Whatever. Just hang in there. 7 marks... You need to be told to do this right? Seriously? You're not a child anymore for God's sake! 8 marks... Wow look...they're all better than you. You're literally nothing compared to them. 9 marks... Your best friend's ignoring you. How nice of her. 10 marks... You're getting tired... 11 marks... There's no way out. Only little hope left. 12 marks... They know how to do everything. And you? You're just the untalented brat who can't do anything right. The world would be a better place without you. 13 marks... Thoughts are everywhere. Cuts are all over your body. You're broken, yet no one's there to help you. 14 marks... There's no point in living anymore. Clearly no one appreciates you. They just pity you because they know you're so damn useless. 15 marks... It's the end. ....Or is it?

"This year, I lost someone who I thought would've been forever with me, and it hurts."

"A veces es bueno experimentar soledad y sentir un vacío, pero es importante saber cómo superar y controlar esas emociones también"

Amidst my Darkness.. I write & find solace!~ (I may post here or I may post on my insta acc @howls.of_soul. Please check out if you can. TIA~ ^-^)

Just a few words to our fallen Legend. Congratulations for making it onto 100 Most Handsome Faces baby ♡