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My letter to Jonghyun oppa. The shining star. I will also add some poetry. Please love and remember jonghyun in your hearts . Thank you so much !

"I felt it." she whispered. "I felt it too." he replied.

This is just a little something I wrote about Junghyun (R.I.P). It's also contains how I'm feeling about this whole thing. If you listened to the song "Hyeya" by Jonghyun, you'll see the perspectives im writing this in (not only as a Shawol). I don't mean for this to ruin anybody mood or trigger them. So if you are not ready, it's ok.

Just a few words to our fallen Legend. Congratulations for making it onto 100 Most Handsome Faces baby ♡

**TRIGGER WARNING! JONGHYUN WILL BE MENTIONED IN THIS STORY AND IT'S AN ANGST STORY** 1 mark... Maybe it would all pass. It would be temporary. 2 marks... Just a simple mistake. No need to get so worked up over it. 3 marks... Don't be such a fool. Do this right. 4 marks... You upset a friend. No big deal. It would all pass. 5 marks... It's fine. Just keep practising, and you will improve gradually. 6 marks... Again...? Whatever. Just hang in there. 7 marks... You need to be told to do this right? Seriously? You're not a child anymore for God's sake! 8 marks... Wow look...they're all better than you. You're literally nothing compared to them. 9 marks... Your best friend's ignoring you. How nice of her. 10 marks... You're getting tired... 11 marks... There's no way out. Only little hope left. 12 marks... They know how to do everything. And you? You're just the untalented brat who can't do anything right. The world would be a better place without you. 13 marks... Thoughts are everywhere. Cuts are all over your body. You're broken, yet no one's there to help you. 14 marks... There's no point in living anymore. Clearly no one appreciates you. They just pity you because they know you're so damn useless. 15 marks... It's the end. ....Or is it?

You did well, Jonghyun.

김종현 Jonghyun's POV. December 9th to December 18th, 2017. N°1 in 171218! N°1 in wishyouwerehere! Note : BLINGERS/Shawols if you are triggered easily or still sensitive about this, please do not read. A work of love from a || BLINGER ||

"ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɪᴛ's ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ɢᴏɴᴇ." 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁🥀 𝔸 𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕓𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕝 ♡ ©️lilaesTAEtichoe 2018 | ongoing

Porque ya paso un tiempo, Porque ya cumplio, Porque llego el momento... Sin decir adios... Esta es una historia relacionada con mis historias anteriores, puede leerse por separado sin ningun inconveniente.

"A veces es bueno experimentar soledad y sentir un vacío, pero es importante saber cómo superar y controlar esas emociones también"

You did well...... But I didn't..

i just rant here when i miss him.

Here are my thoughts about life in general, about my life, my real story, my real me.

Amidst my Darkness.. I write & find solace!~ (I may post here or I may post on my insta acc @howls.of_soul. Please check out if you can. TIA~ ^-^)

SHINee Jonghyun Memorial

This is just a letter that I wish Jonghyun could see. I know that it's been a while but I have to let it out. Please I don't want any hate, those are my feelings not yours.

This is a short "thing" dedicated to Jonghyun and a dream I had of him- enjoy

𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞.