Youdidwell Stories

My letter to Jonghyun oppa. The shining star. I will also add some poetry. Please love and remember jonghyun in your hearts . Thank you so much !

"This year, I lost someone who I thought would've been forever with me, and it hurts."

This is just a little something I wrote about Junghyun (R.I.P). It's also contains how I'm feeling about this whole thing. If you listened to the song "Hyeya" by Jonghyun, you'll see the perspectives im writing this in (not only as a Shawol). I don't mean for this to ruin anybody mood or trigger them. So if you are not ready, it's ok.

**TRIGGER WARNING! JONGHYUN WILL BE MENTIONED IN THIS STORY AND IT'S AN ANGST STORY** 1 mark... Maybe it would all pass. It would be temporary. 2 marks... Just a simple mistake. No need to get so worked up over it. 3 marks... Don't be such a fool. Do this right. 4 marks... You upset a friend. No big deal. It would all pass. 5 marks... It's fine. Just keep practising, and you will improve gradually. 6 marks... Again...? Whatever. Just hang in there. 7 marks... You need to be told to do this right? Seriously? You're not a child anymore for God's sake! 8 marks... Wow look...they're all better than you. You're literally nothing compared to them. 9 marks... Your best friend's ignoring you. How nice of her. 10 marks... You're getting tired... 11 marks... There's no way out. Only little hope left. 12 marks... They know how to do everything. And you? You're just the untalented brat who can't do anything right. The world would be a better place without you. 13 marks... Thoughts are everywhere. Cuts are all over your body. You're broken, yet no one's there to help you. 14 marks... There's no point in living anymore. Clearly no one appreciates you. They just pity you because they know you're so damn useless. 15 marks... It's the end. ....Or is it?

You did well...... But I didn't..

𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞.

Lee Taeyong: a neglected, anorexic twenty-four year old who is grieving over the loss of his brother. Jung Jaehyun: someone who should be dead. -------------------------- "Give this to him...please." "Jae, we came here to visit your parents not give flowers to a fellow griever." "Just do it."

I'm sorry if this is really sad, but I thought it would be a good idea to honor and tell their stories. I only put a few in here that really hurt me personally. If you don't like this type of concept, then you don't have to read this. This is in honor of them because of what they went through. Yes, I know that the cover doesn't match, don't judge me please.

Just a few words to our fallen Legend. Congratulations for making it onto 100 Most Handsome Faces baby ♡

Amidst my Darkness.. I write & find solace!~ (I may post here or I may post on my insta acc @howls.of_soul. Please check out if you can. TIA~ ^-^)

SHINee Jonghyun Memorial

Here are my thoughts about life in general, about my life, my real story, my real me.

"A veces es bueno experimentar soledad y sentir un vacío, pero es importante saber cómo superar y controlar esas emociones también"

i just rant here when i miss him.

"I felt it." she whispered. "I felt it too." he replied.

This is just a letter that I wish Jonghyun could see. I know that it's been a while but I have to let it out. Please I don't want any hate, those are my feelings not yours.

This is a short "thing" dedicated to Jonghyun and a dream I had of him- enjoy

"ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɪᴛ's ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ɢᴏɴᴇ." 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁🥀 𝔸 𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕓𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕝 ♡ ©️lilaesTAEtichoe 2018 | ongoing