Alexithymia Stories

For Winter, the world is best managed through precise boundaries, clear schedules, and the quiet refusal to pretend to be someone she isn't. She understands that true acceptance is rare, often requiring compromise. Then she meets Dr. Martin Vane, her new dentist. Martin lives in the same logical world. He is a mirror of her own clarity and deep-seated need for order. In the sterile, contained environment of the clinic, their consultations are professionally correct. But it is during repeated, accidental collisions outside of the practice-a shared silence in he park and a moment of mutual understanding in a café-that a profound, undeniable recognition sets in. They decide to schedule a single, neutral meeting for basic human connection, seeking the simple, shared validation they've been denied elsewhere. But the world often rejects what it doesn't understand. When Winter and Martin decide to pursue a connection outside of their professional lives, their bond attracts unwelcome attention. The lines they cross are viewed as dangerous and unethical, forcing them to confront a hostile environment that threatens to shatter the sanctuary they have found in one another.

The disappearance of a friend and millions of Francs worth of wine interrupts David's buying trip in France when he pauses to assist and comfort his friend's wife, Catherine. Their lives are threatened, the intensifying circumstances draw them closer together, and they uncover their buried traumas, insecurities and longings. This is a tale of mounting tensions, realisations and passions woven through a gripping crime thriller set on the Burgundy canals and in the French wine business of the 1980s. Although this is a work of fiction, most of the locations, adventures and characters are real or based on reality. David's behaviour and interactions are influenced by his autism, alexithymia and asexuality, which were much less understood when this story is set, and I write these from my own experience. The reminiscences, stories and timeline follow events from my own life, though sometimes they're slightly juggled to fit the crafting of this novel. Fortunately, the crimes and the criminals are fictional, and any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental.

Celeste Navarro, 18, a senior in high school, has always kept her emotions locked away. Life is orderly, predictable, and safe-because feelings are confusing, and she rarely knows how to name them. That is, until she found the love that would awaken the emotions she never knew she had. One heart. One girl. A world turned upside down.

for all of us out there that are incapable of telling them how we really feel alex·​i·​thy·​mia (noun) inability to identify and express or describe one's feelings "Individuals with high levels of alexithymia are usually aware of their emotional arousal; however, they have difficulty differentiating emotions and verbalizing them." - John S. Ogrodniczuk et al., The American Journal of Psychotherapy

//WARNING: disturbing content// ma·ni·a ˈmānēə/ noun mental illness marked by periods of great excitement, euphoria, delusions, and overactivity ∆ a•lex•i•thy•mia eɪlɛksəˈθaɪmiə noun. the inability to identify one's emotions ----------------------------- Jack has difficulty with emotional thought processes. He ponders the possibility of being a psychopath. Ben feels too much, too often. He contemplates the possibility of being utterly mad. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~• "Why are you crying?" Jack asked the boy. "Because I'm sad," the boy responded. "Sad?" "Yes." "What does that mean?" ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~• "You smile a lot." Ben looked over at his friend, tilting his head. "Is that bad?" "No. Just weird." Ben laughed.

A story in where she places everything back to it's place.

A WHAT IF type of FANFICTION.... What if the Athanasia in the novel Lovely Princess is held up by the cycle of reincarnation forced to experience the same life with different possibilities.

You know those stars and colours that you see when you rub your eyes? They're called •phosphenes• Didn't know this, did you? Read on to discover more interesting, beautiful words which describe those feelings and things you didn't have names for. The French call it 'Le Mot Juste'- or the perfectly appropriate word. *contains images. You might pass away before they finish loading, and life is short. Read at your own risk* *it is always better on the phone. At least the images appear to be of the same size. Don't read from your laptop. You can, however, drop as many votes as you want, from your laptop*

||this is an angst fic. TW//: ED (eating disorders), alexithymia, emotional numbness, major homophobia (discrimination, slurs, etc..), mental and physical abuse|| - - (¡¡Main characters are 16/17!!) Stan really hated lying to Wendy. They were together for almost 8 years now (on and off). but, half of that time, he was starting to catch feelings for another...and this time it wasn't a girl. -

This is just a way to get my thoughts out there. A journal, if you will, with the intention of transparency. Nothing more, nothing less. It's kind of a shame too... The title is really good! And yes, there will be swearing and cursing.

"Born to destroy. Trained to feel nothing. A weapon forged in shadows." Y/N wasn't made to understand love, joy, or even fear. Sold by her parents, molded into a tool of war, she follows commands without question and obliterates without hesitation. Emotions are meaningless-abstract concepts that hold no place in her cold, mechanical existence. But when the war ends, and her purpose is stripped away, she's thrust into U.A. High-a world of heroes filled with warmth and laughter she cannot comprehend. While others thrive, Y/N struggles to adapt, navigating a life where feelings dictate every action. "What is love?" she asks with genuine curiosity, her hollow voice sending chills down the spine of her classmates. She doesn't know what it means to care, to want, or to fear. All she knows is survival, and even that is slipping away. As her quirk threatens to consume her, Y/N is forced to confront the question: without orders to follow or battles to fight, what does it mean to *be*? Through clashes with Bakugo's fiery resolve and glimpses of humanity in others, Y/N begins to discover something beyond commands and destruction. But redemption is not without pain, and freedom comes at a cost. When the shadows of her past return, Y/N must choose: remain the weapon she was created to be or risk breaking apart to find herself. This is not just a story about love-it's a story about reclaiming humanity. About discovering what it means to truly live.

𝅘𝅥𝅮𝅘𝅥𝅮𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣' 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙧 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣𝅘𝅥𝅮𝅘𝅥𝅮 ✿Charlene Alexandra Leigh. God, she feels like her parents definitely had a grudge against her. Charley has just moved from Texas to New York in search of a different life, a more exciting life, something better. Problem is, she just doesn't know what actually is a better life. Is it just she and her evenings with Xbox and Phoebe Buffay? Or is it pining over her hot boss from afar? Or just straight up telling this boss that she likes her, despite the fact that the latter has a lot of other things to deal with? ✿Comes in the hot boss, Evelyn Bridgers, tired of being defined as just "hot" and mourning the loss of a wife who committed suicide three months ago. She never actually knew what drove her wife, Lydia Ackles, to that point, and just when she's finally accepting that she herself must be at fault for this somehow two things happen at once: she finds that Lydia Ackles was having an affair, and she gets drunk and stumbles quacking into Charley's apartment, unleashing Lydia's secret on her. Now will these two women find it in themselves to just "be" together when everything seems to be working against it, even their own personalities? Will the love built in destruction survive? _______________________________________ #55 in undiscovered #21 in lesbian romance #35 in lesbian love #6 in alexithymia #12 in gxg #1 in wsw COVER CREDITS TO @sarcastic-mess //COMPLETED//

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ The story of Adriana Brooks, a young girl with a passion for soccer. She joined Blue Lock while struggling with an unhealthy sibling bond with two of her family members after the unfortunate su1cidal death of her mother, their rivalry has gone as far as resulting into them fighting it out on the soccer field. Will her journey of becoming a striker improve, or make all hell break loose onto her life more than what it already is? ‼️⚠️‼️‼️⚠️‼️I suggest going to book 1 of my series before reading this! Link - https://www.wattpad.com/story/392124208-greedy-for-more-%E2%9C%A6-blue-lock-x-oc‼️⚠️‼️ ‼️⚠️‼️ Link to some info about Adriana, she's 18 years old by the way. You might have to copy this link and put it in your google browser. - https://postimg.cc/HcTZYfBZ ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ I tend to get really anxious about my fanfics, expect changes made throughout the development of this story. Light criticism is appreciated for improving my writing. ^^ The start of this story begins with mentions of suicide so if you don't like that then I heavily suggest not to read. I want to also make a separate story centered around Adriana's brother POV of his time at Blue Lock called Episode Ander. Yes, Walmart tittle of the Episode Nagi Movie / Manga. 😭 But! It's basically the same thing since the whole purpose of Episode Nagi was just literally re-writing Blue Lock from another character's perspective lol. I'm still thinking about it though, if I ever do make a story centered around Ander's POV then I'll make sure to link it here.

"but it's not like me to just say what i feel, though i feel and it's real"

-alexithymia/əˌlɛksɪˈθʌɪmɪə/ - the inability to recognize or describe one's own emotions. Younghyun just can't feel any emotions at all. His emotional numbness lasts too long for a point he can't really remember how emotions and passion taste. Even though, there is a person who wants to wake up vibrancy in a younger's dull mind. But, can Jae bring back the sweet old boy that left many years ago already? Can Jae bring brightness and saturation that ever belonged to another boy? © _vvviolet "Everything is grey His hair, his smoke, his dreams. And now he's so devoid of color, he don't know what it means. But he's blue"

In an abandoned kingdom, there lived a prince who couldn't feel anything. Locked in the pain and in the fear of hurting everyone, Haechan remained in that castle for five years as his childhood friend came back to help him. Eventually, certain unexpected events came and it was up to Haechan if he'll cure himself and stay safe or he'll go under danger to save the one that he loves the most.

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