oceanblue646
Here iam standing at the cliff of a mountain ,and the only sound ringing in my ears is DIE ,DIE ,DIE ,Iam contemplating on the words ,whether she really meant that or was she just bluffing .It is so cold and dark out here that if I don't watch my steps and fall , I'll surely die even if I don't want to ."Did I really wanted to die ".the cold wind blowing my hair and the eerie silence is not giving me answers ,one look down the cliff and the hair on the back of my neck stood .what after I die ,will they even find my corpse to give me a proper funeral,I could imagine her tear smeared face,those big fat tears pouring down her cheeks ,is that how it will be,will she regret saying that, saying something so cruel on the face of a person ,it requires a cruel heart, No ! What amI thinking ,she has the most beautiful heart or did I not see the gruesomeness of the act .she cannot say such a thing to a young twenty seven years old ,when especially she knew,how valuable her words are to me .it's been two hours ,iam standing here on the cliff numb and Deep in thought ,as if her saying were not enough for me ,I want her to shove me down the cliff to make myself believe her words .