iluv3jbugz
Hey I'm writing a book. I'm anti labels but if you want mine are sure. Emo, alt, skinny, freshly 17, stoner, girl, diagnosed 'bpd', suspected, bipolar 2, npd, ocd, ahdh, not autism/anymore. Ive got like 13 different piercings, 2g septum, 3 worth of self-harm, one year clean, two weeks off drugs. We are all experiencing the same thing, i have cognitive ampathy-empathy*. And no sympathy, sometimes almost like love is for people. I've been called smart a lot but also retarded a lot. Makes me think people are lying to me. Ive been smoking weed to get me off other drugs for at least 6 months now. Even upgraded my bong, started going from %5, to %25, to %22, to %30. I find it helps me function. Ive gone to 6 different high schools, bshs, tshs, ishs, arethusa college west end-spring hill. I want homeschool but poor but saved $5k. Started thrfitng clothes, stealing cool socks, stealing cool figures, cool books, cook cds, cool dvds. Thrfited too. Loved fb marketplace, have to wait til I'm 18 to use it again : ( i used to always dwell on sad things. Ive repaired all relationships now after ghosting, slowly, i have time but the world doesn't by the looks of it. IMENDING SENSE OF DOOM. I realize my love language is gift giving. Anyway i got told 'you are born smart but born dumb.' I disagree, she is the most retarded woman i have ever met, my father is worse, i grew myself up.
My take on drugs