Deserve Stories

just some poems i come up with

Locus Moore, a student that is training to be a surgeon and wants to lead a normal life. His brothers want him to join the life of a serial killer and forget all past relationships. Throughout the story, you will see that they have a big influence on his life and decision making. Locus finds a piece of his past when he meets, Melissa. Somehow she is the key to all his problems and helps him see what his brothers really are. He will then have to choose between fighting back and become his own person, or do what he is told and continue, kill after kill with no regret. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

"You deserve someone better." Paulit-ulit naririnig ni Laur yan sa mga naging ex niya. But she does not believe about that deservance bullsh*t kase ang paniniwala niya ay "if you love someone, there should be no doubts na hindi niya ako deserve or hindi ko siya deserve. Kase pag mahal mo, mahal mo." Pagod na si Laur lumaban sa alam niyang umpisa pala ay talo na siya. Ayaw na niya, she chose to gave up on her faith and hope na wala ng darating na taong makapagpapasaya at makakasama siya for the rest of her life. But then, a stranger came and her life that was once a rainbow became a hurricane.

This is a collection of many types of poems but actually my thoughts that make me so dark and feel happy and savage at the same time. These writings reflect me but what about you??

"Know me even when I don't show my true self to others and love me deeply even when I don't ask for it." Is that a statement, or a request?

--a peak at my notes--

We all have an inherent nature. It is the very core of our existence, the essence of our very being. However, what is the quality of that nature? Is one born naturally good or evil? What naturally ensues when one accepts their nature and consciously acts by it? Inmate #80911 is a nightmare. It has been told how inherently wicked it is, although it itself has never accepted it - until now.

MY H0M3|R3V3R$3|ATT@CK "I am always the rule."! "so don't be a ruler
and don't follow me
just follow my rule." "I am always the same."! "I do nothing
of my own volition."
All action is His action. "If you think that
there is something
peculiarly my own,
I must tell you that
the whole word is my own." "There are no others.
All others are like
the limbs of this body." *Words of Ma Anandamayice$

In the flow of a story, a collection of poems depicting how the joy of a lover was broken and revived.

shall I also deserve the love in the way which I think? or not!!!

The three girl were very close to their mamita kahit na hindi sila magkakadugo dahil adopted child silang lahat ng tinatawag nila ngayong mamita. Siya na kasi ang tumayong magulang nina Aytra, Blaire, at Dyen. Si mamita ay may ginintuang puso kaya nama'y hindi nahirapan ang tatlong babae na mahalin siya. Mayaman si mamita at legal lahat ng companya niya dito sa loob ng Pilipinas at maging sa labas ng bansa. Balang araw balak niyang ipamana sa tatlo ang mga maiiwang negosyo niya. Pero sa nakikita nya mukhang hindi pa kaya ng mga anak niya na humawak ng isang malaking kompanya. Kaya't naisip nyang magpatulong sa isa sa mga kakilala nya upang mabigyan ito ng solusyon. "You will start your training, today".

I'm suicidal and I feel like people think I'm crazy because I need therapy.

Stuff that I think about and feel. I write it down because it makes me feel better. :)