Dyinginside Stories

I want you to live in my mind and understand why my brain is hurting

I am the queen of spirals. Do not underestimate my ability to fall off the deep end. I have a history of spiralling when people I love abandon me. And I do admit sometimes I push them away. But that's the test right? Only those who genuinely care will stick around. Spiralling is all kinds of fun. I pull away from people I love. I can't seem to be able to communicate my true intentions. I struggle with over independence. I start fights. Lack of sleep. Being vulnerable to the first person who I see and they do take advantage of that and yet again it starts another chain of spirals. But then again...it also makes me create fun things like poetry!

Just a bunch of stuff I probably did instead of sleeping ♡

Take a seat, have a laugh (or two) but always remember that you need to take a breath to- read. just read. Laughter is good for a cats soul!

After a war that changed everything the only inhabitable place left is the UK. "We are the lucky ones because we survived" they say, but if you don't pass the test you die. If you breathe the wrong air you die. If you step out of line you die. Everyone else died apart from our island. They call us lucky, but being forced to be a slave is not a life, it's a punishment and that ends now. Blaire's life changes when she meets Nathan. Together they decided to start living, really living, but when they are being chased by death through a broken world, their only hope is to fight back. But how can you fight the inevitable, how do you fight death?

In Threads of Qadr, Aisha, an easy-going Egyptian mother of three, and Malik, a narcissistic man from Sarajevo with a daughter, meet in an Islamic online group. Despite their troubled pasts and the challenges they face, including an on-again, off-again relationship and the interference of a third party, Hana, they forge a deep emotional connection. But the path of love is never simple, and their turbulent relationship is filled with misunderstandings, insecurities, and heartbreak. As time passes, Malik makes a painful choice, leaving Aisha behind to pursue another woman. After a year of silence, their brief reunion is filled with regret, but the wounds are too deep to heal. Aisha, secretly battling leukemia, chooses not to share her illness with Malik or anyone else, instead focusing on her children and the time she has left. When Aisha dies quietly, Malik is left in the painful realization that his decisions have cost him the love of a woman who had meant everything to him. Threads of Qadr is a hauntingly beautiful exploration of love, loss, and the irreversible nature of time, as two souls learn too late that some stories are never meant to be finished.

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Just a poem/ rant, it's probably bad, don't pay to much attention to it, don't read unless you really want to.

This is my first story so I'm sorry for any confusion. I do hope you really enjoy it and if there's any problem please message me and I'll respond as fast as I can thank you!!

She must be a pretty special girl to get 65 roses... I guess you're right but there's a huge downside. She's dying

We always hear so much about raping But do you know how it feels to have your favorite person killed by it? Shaliene's life will change in a flick of a second as she'll recognize that the world doesn't seem to like her.. but somehow,somewhere, somebody will

I look back and wonder how did I get here 🙃 When did it all start-

just using this to let out stuff that I don't really have inspiration to actually write something interesting on. so this will probably be boring for u ppl to read but whatever. I guess this is mainly for me. It will have a couple happy things

In this chapter, Megan finally does everything she wants

Wooden tulips, Broken memories, Where am I anyway? Home is Gone. Love is Gone. Who's lying here? My hope is Gone. Wooden tulips, Distorted smiles, Where are you anyway? Only 11 days away. I love you I love you? (Frozen in time)

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For all who really want to know.

it's not easy to cope with life, especially when it gives you a lot of hits. i hope the following poems will help you

Hi, I'm Ila and this is my story. Depression, cutting, anxiety, love, fear, heartbreak, and death. Sometimes you don't always get happy endings..

" What a heavenly way to die, what a time to be alive " - Jk " I don't get it. " - Jm " You will. " - Jk " But what- " - Jm " Hush ! Everything will be fine baby. " - Jk ★ • . ~ • . ~ ★ • . ~ ★ • . ~ There is just so much that Jimin doesn't know about him. And yet- he welcome the mist of lies, not knowing what is waiting for him at the end of the road so he could just madly fall in love with Jungkook. Oh Jimin just you wait- before everything falls apart leaving you with nothing but pain and a pool of tears. Because- not every story has that happy ending. ★ • . ~ • . ~ ★ • . ~ ★ • . ~ A/N : Just read this before you start reading. Hanahaki is a fictional disease. You get it due to unrequited love. Flowers start to grow in your lungs and you'll start to throw up those petals. Flowers, they are, but the pain is not soft as that. This is fatal. And there's only two ways to get rid of it. Receiving your love back or do a surgery to remove those flowers but along with it your feelings and memories and everything related to your crush would be removed.