Existence Stories

"You disappeared. You chose another life, one where you abdicated from the role of being a big brother; the same big brother that was the only father figure I had in my life. I hope you burn, the same way he did" Life has never been easy in the Antonelli household. Constantly on the move due to uprising family issues, people get lost. In large families, people get lost. Loud crowds, barely any food, and sharing clothes, is just the bare minimum. Growing up in Russia, was a completely different story. The second the Antonelli's stepped in to the states, it was a whole other world. Going from poor, absent parents, to the rich lifestyle with only her brothers to show some form of guidance, is not what is expected. Least of all, is boarding school. Only a few years after being accustomed to the states, her eldest brothers are gone. No trace, no note, nothing. Only a message in the form of her fourth eldest brother, whom has now become her guardian, that she is to go to an elite boarding school. Only now, the trio of big brothers are back in town, and demanding that she comes home. Demanding her, Harlow, to return to the little girl they left, 7 years ago. It isn't that easy though, adjusting to living under the roof of a brother that chose to leave the second he could. But, who can blame them, when the lifestyle they came from, was not flush with money. Only, you can blame them. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Formally known as Athlete B Started: 23.10.25 Finished: -

"Ashes of the Immortal" follows Sky, a vampire exiled to the human world after breaking a sacred rule. Stripped of his past and cursed with immortality, he wanders through centuries of isolation, burdened by guilt and the weight of his forbidden actions. Can he find redemption, or is he doomed to exist in the ashes of his past?

In a universe built on particles, one question refuses to disappear-why do we exist? As science reaches its limits, a journey unfolds between reality and something deeper... something almost spiritual. Through strange encounters, parallel possibilities, and a quiet sense of incompleteness, the line between physics and meaning begins to blur. Maybe the truth isn't out there in the stars. Maybe it's hidden in the very essence of being.

After being frightened by a fading Starclan cat, Sedgekit finds comfort in the most irritable cat in Starclan (This was written before Ivypool's Heart) Tw: depression and existentialism

Among all my terrible attempts at poetry. this piece may be the only one that I hold the dearest. It is one the very first thing I wrote back in high school and still after all these years, I go back to it. It was first written in Farsi and here we have a reimagined version of it.

the childhood i lost in these poetries - the person i became. ( my first book, collections of what I wrote as a kid )

Philosophy of Sound

À dix-neuf ans, Élias vit avec une douleur silencieuse depuis la disparition de sa sœur Camille. Un jour, il découvre un carnet oublié contenant treize raisons d'exister, écrites de la main de celle qu'il a perdue. En suivant les indices laissés entre les pages, il entreprend un voyage intérieur qui le conduira à affronter son passé, accepter son chagrin et redécouvrir la beauté fragile de la vie. Une histoire mélancolique sur le deuil, l'espoir et les petites choses qui donnent un sens à l'existence

It's an image, it's all an image, existence is an image, it's the same but it's different it's a juxtaposition

Humanoid A.I. units have advanced to the point where the world no longer has use for human capitol, with almost all labour being taken on by artificial intelligence. Most welcomed the new age of leisure and their own A.I. units, but as the years passed humanity has found itself in a directionless spiral. Faced with existential obsolescence, depression and suicide rates rose rapidly in the human population. One A.I. unit has taken notice of their owner's changing behaviour. As they try to pull the young artist out of her funk, the distinction between worker and companion in their programming begins to blur. CW: Depression and mentions of suicide, as noted above.

Colby does not exist

A collection of unvoiced nonsense made by a wiggling mind.

A collection of evocative and timeless verses, weaving the ethereal threads of existence with the profound mysteries of the cosmos. These poems delve into the soul's quiet whispers, exploring the dance of light and shadow, the passage of time, and the delicate interplay between joy and sorrow. Each piece is a reflection of life's fleeting beauty and infinite depth, an ode to the unseen connections that bind us to the universe and to one another. Written with an elegant hand, these words invite readers to wander through realms of wonder, contemplation, and transcendence.

Need you to make it make sense. In a loop but on the edge. "The Grid" explores common loops in your head

A short memoir detailing the perception of the world from one young adult eyes... addressing current challenges and troubles with overanalyzation of existence.

The line between good and evil is often clouded... Black and white can become grey so easily... So how do we know? What's right or wrong? We don't. That's why we're flawed, destined to perish.

overthinking leads to some pretty depressive yet interesting reflections 🌙🖤

A man finds himself in an unknown place, face-to-face with an enigmatic figure. Uncertain of how he arrived or who the man is, he begins to pour out his frustrations, insecurities, and regrets. He confesses his struggles with love, his fears about the future, and his constant battle with his own emotions. In response, the unknown man offers quiet, thoughtful answers that seem to understand him better than he understands himself. Through these conversations, the man is forced to confront parts of his nature he's long avoided, slowly realizing the deeper truths of his existence

Light and Dark - explained by Elyon.

The protagonist escapes their life of monotony to enter a beautiful new world, only to be faced with a cruel threat at the worst possible moment...