Findingmyself Stories

I thought coming home would heal me. Instead, every room reminded me of the person I became while trying to survive there. This poetry collection is about emotional loneliness, silent breakdowns, feeling invisible inside your own home, and searching for reasons to stay alive when your own mind becomes exhausting to carry. It is about craving love while pretending not to need it. About becoming cold while secretly begging to be understood. About losing yourself trying to become enough for everyone else. And somewhere between all the pain, guilt, and silence there is still a small hope for healing. For everyone who ever whispered "I'm fine" while breaking inside.

This book is about a girl who got tired of depending on people for happiness, love, and peace. After heartbreak, loneliness, and disappointment, she slowly starts learning how to choose herself, heal quietly, and become her own safe place. It's a journey of self-love, growth, sadness, healing, and finding strength in being alone. Not every chapter is perfect, but every chapter is real.

We all carry our problems, wishes, and needs. I'm just trying to confess mine, wrapped in poems.

To start things off..let me just say "I'm Untraditional." I'm a werewolf... I know what you thinking.. "She has to be badass! I mean come on.. Your a werewolf.!?" But alas "Nope". You see yes I'm a werewolf... But I'm also agoraphobic and have sever panic disorder. Due to my past and well let's just say my mind... I have found that not only am weak physically but mentally as well. Everyone tells me that I'm stronger...I can fight it but its not that simple..and Now....its my 18 birthday in two days and time for the mating wars. Follow through my mental and physical battles...maybe there's more than meets the eye. Hello My name is Aries Anderson. Omega of The Dark Knight Pack.

Finding yourself is hard. Puberty is a mess-the breakouts, the confusing new urges, the awkward discoveries. All of it is difficult to share, but realizing you're gay? That's on a whole different level. But it gets even worse when your heart starts beating for the one person it shouldn't: the bad boy. Follow the story of the "Golden Boy" and the "Outcast" as they navigate a world that wasn't built for them. ............................................................... Hope you enjoy it, cuties!!!❤️😘😘😘😘

This is my diary. No one knows who I am or what I do. I don't even know who I am. All I know is my thoughts are messed up at times. I confuse myself. In writing this I hopefully get feedback and figure out who I am as a person.

Talia's life is a balancing act between reality and the seductive world of Atlanta's nightlife. By day, she's a struggling music therapy grad working long hours at a sports bar, haunted by the shadow of her first love, D'rell-a man whose pull is as magnetic as it is destructive. By night, she finds escape on the dance floors of Club Dopamine, a futuristic nightclub where the beats are hypnotic, the lights are electric, and the air is thick with possibility. When she locks eyes with Camden, a passionate house music producer whose performances leave the crowd in a trance, Talia feels something she hasn't in a long time-hope. Cam's music speaks to her soul in a way that D'rell's toxic love never could. But the grip of the past is strong, and D'rell isn't ready to let go, even if it means dragging Talia down with him. Caught between two men and two versions of herself, Talia must decide: Will she stay trapped in the past with a love that's burned her before? Or will she risk it all for a future with Cam, where the music is the only thing that makes sense? In a city where the night never ends, and the dopamine rush is addictive, Talia's choices will lead her to a climax that's as hot as the beats pulsing through Club Dopamine. Read Chapter 1 :) Tags #UrbanRomance #LoveTriangle #Drama #AtlantaNightlife #ToxicRelationships #HouseMusic #BlackLove #FindingMyself #AdultRomance #MusicAndPassion

The day he met her, she introduced him to the side of life he had been blinds to up till now. That day his life change forever.

This poem, concludes. The visionary spirit of longing and yearning for a loved one.. who no longer has presence in their current life. A person whom is a " rising sun to another." But a dawning moon , aimlessly chasing the stars who can only be a " vivid dream." That cannot be in the realm of reality. The Moon who is gorgeous but constantly longs, for what is out of reach. And forgets its own beauty, throughout the process. Sincerely yours , I present to you ladies and gentleman 🩷 ( if you believe my effort is worthy of being noticed by the eye of the precious) please support my pieaces who which, I wrote with my whole entire heart and soul , in desperate effort for a difference, that my words are bound to make..

Those poems will be written during my journey of discovering myself.

a girl who wants to escape from everyone she wants freedom

When we look out now a days we see how people are struggling with life and how people keep on oppressing each other. I am a new writer. I hope you like it 🤞 you are free to criticize me and correct me on the thing u see wrong with it but please no hate comment if you are going to hate it please don't bother reading it

Love is something beautiful but at the same time it can break you in pieces, there's no day without the night, or a light without a shadow. Everyone tries to sell love as something that is just going to bring happiness and it those but with it also pain comes along. This is the story of a young girl who gives everything for love until she realizes that without safe-love she can't go anywhere or love someone. It's the journey of a long relationship that brings the best in her and also her worst fears.

This is a compilation of my thoughts as I journey through part of my life in the hope of finding myself. I'm entirely sure of all that it is going to include but I hope you enjoy reading it. Will not update regularly Pictures do not belong to me unless stated.

Isabella Dove Russo, a teenager and daughter of wealthy businessman Marco Russo, must adjust to a new life after losing her mother in a tragic accident. As fate would have it, she later encounters a familiar face from her past, and their intertwined lives unfold in unexpected ways. Isabella finds a chance to find joy again and feel loved, but it comes from the person she once swore to hate - whose family is in direct competition with her father. Damian Graves.

Fierce is not scream, and is not being mad. Just finding pride in being who I am.

a book of songs.

➊ Disillusion Noun: to be free of illusion; disenchantment. Not to be confused with dissolution, the precipice over which I hang these thoughts, above which I string these words into a kite to catch on the winds and vanish into the clouds, the fog, the nothingness.

my small journey ig! ***NO HATE: This is js my mind and what I think. ****ALSO, this story is ONGOING! I will keep documenting my thoughts :)

I use to always think I liked girls. Then one boy came along and changed my life forever. He was honestly the best thing I could ever ask for. This is the first part to a series about my true love.