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Some people must be blessed to have a complete family but was it a blessing for other people? I couldn't comprehend such thing how was it a blessing for me.
Living in such a household where your opinion doesn't matter-a narcissistic people who should just get divorced but decided not to end such a toxic relationship causing a chaos through everyone lives. Favoritism, is that what often happeneds to some of the siblings? If you are a boy, you get favored by your parents a double standards not only in the household but also applied in society and if you're born as a girl, you are unfaithful, fragile little thing. You get to live as the unsuccessful dream that your parents want, chasing the degree they didn't get in their youth days-while your other siblings gets the free will I've always dream about but what about me? It's ironic, that they sees me as an investment not a daughter.
I'm not a top-notcher nor a certified deans lister, sometimes I just want to disappear in this world but not that I want to die either. It's hard to be motivated when there's people dragging you down but expect way too much from you... hahaha I wondered if I could just kill myself.
But, I have profound a reason to live. An unexpected homosapiens that changes my life and the way I see the world...