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s t a r s ❝magic tumbled from her pretty lips and when she spoke the language of the universe-the stars sighed in unison.❞ -michael faudet highest ranking n° 9 in thepeopleofsociety | 23 june 2018 n° 2 in intellectual | 30 july 2018 n° 1 in inconspicuous | 22 february 2019

Sequel to Letters to Life: Letters written to a lost life A collection of prose and poetry Highest ranking #7 in poetry

Cotard's syndrome is a delusion where a person thinks he or she is dead; figuratively or literally. Kai Chariot was stuck with this syndrome ever since he hit his teen years, it wasn't until he met Dakota Breit, the girl who dealt with depression; that he suddenly started to feel different. The two take on a great deal of struggle and sometimes would they only have the good days.

I should be grateful for my hands, without them, my thoughts would be left in the dark. A collection of words made into sentences to relieve my heart from the burning sensation of unwritten thoughts. Raita_san.

poems i write when i think too hard and love too much and hate my current state hr: #130 in poetry

- He's hurt me. He used me - but now he needs me. And in the end, that desire to be needed may be my greatest addiction of all - Sam believes in second chances, in redemption - in helping others when they seek to be helped. But when a past lover re-enters her life, utterly lost and broken and needing her to save him, Sam must balance these ideals with her need to protect herself from getting manipulated ever again. Once she's given too much of herself, she has no idea how to stop. Now she's in too deep. And if she leaves, this might just break him. If she stays - this might just break her. ----- These characters are partly inspired by a true story. The other part of this inspiration comes from @ScarlettBlackDaisy's book Curing Kyle, which is heartbreakingly beautiful and would recommend everyone to give it a read. I don't mean to plagiarise - if I've written something too similar, please let me know! Trigger Warning - this book contains reference to schizophrenia, drug use, physical and emotional abuse, depression and suicide. If you aren't comfortable with these topics, then please read at your own risk x Cover photo credits: Free photo taken by Warren Wong, @wflwong on Unsplashed

"No tea?" I asked seemingly disappointed. "Don't be so disappointed. This is a simple introduction and for all I know you still could be in league with them and therefore a serious threat." "Then I guess I am to feel honored of you acknowledging my presence and actively speaking to me. But again, isn't that a very risky way of treating a suspect?" "Is that a complaint against my treating you? It can always be arranged, you know?" "Oh, I wouldn't dare questioning your behavior towards me" "Especially not, if the behavior in question has been very gentlemanlike and leaves nothing to complain for." "Well, except for the tea, of course. That is not a way of a gentleman treating a lady, you know?" She seems to have everything one wishes for. Her biggest dream has come true: She gets to explore new worlds, worlds that mankind doesn't even know about. But the circumstances leading to that very moment are not as pleasant as one might think. Her entire school has been taken hostage. And she herself is dying: both physically as well as mentally. Can she save her school in her time left on Earth? And: Can she save herself ? Cheers to @Dreaming-Clara for this amazing cover. Check out her profile! Again, thanks a lot!

A collection of poetry.

My mind is a circus I escape from to write poetry..

This book is just a bunch of stories about my life with Social Anxiety. I hope it helps others relate and we can go through this together. Walking down the hallway, heart pounding, people staring. Suddenly everything freezes A breath, A shaky, broken breath It comes out of my lips and out into the frozen world Finally I see her, the one person I'm strong with The one person that I can let my guard down with. All the way on the other side of the hall. Times unfreezes and all eyes are on me. Staring Judging Whispering Laughing They tell me that nobody is looking But they don't understand They are what a freak! They all think when they see me I am a freak. Freak No I'm less then a freak. I'm useless. I hold back my million tears as I break into a run rushing past the staring eyes the whispering mouths I reach out and I grab the sweater of my best friend. She turns to look at me with a smile and in that moment I'm beautiful I'm smart I'm strong I'm worth it vix

Faust Lockhart wanted a prince charming and cheap romantics. Saint Dubois needed a dark wild fairy tale, he wanted to be devoured. Two boys, one a bored walking woe-is-me tragedy, and the other a lost prince full of angst and too broken to function. One hypothesis. One stolen kiss. One funeral. Seven days to remember. Whilst battling world-stupidity; punching a kiss -thief like Saint, who was anything but; formulating conclusions on null hypothesis about stealing first kisses; befriending Alexander Holland; drinking Vanilla Bean Frappuccino Grande at 9:30 in the evening; angering NASA for unauthorized rechristening of certain celestial bodies; and dating insatiably insane wild boy, will Faust Lockhart find his own prince charming?

Working at the National Institute of Mental Health, Elaine looks forward to nothing but the future. But when she gets assigned to a schizophrenic John Doe with a rather ambiguous background, Elaine delves into the old man's past. But there are things you shouldn't know.

Lorelei refuses to admit how she feels. Lina is determined to help her friend get over her fear. Ella needs some warmth in her life. Jim just wants someone to talk to. Together, they might be able to find a friend.

"Her kisses tasted like destruction, she was poison. Slowly killing me and yet I'd never felt more alive." Jace has always admired Midnight from afar, stealing glances at her during class and at the cafeteria. He watches from a distance as she slowly fades away, starving herself to death and now lookin from afar just doesn't cut it anymore. He reaches out to her and tries to get her some help but Midnight isn't so willing. She thinks Jace does not understand what she's going through and doesn't see why he's fusing so much...until she finds out that Jace has an even bigger secret than she does. Will Jace and Midnight be able to help fix each other or will they end up destroying themselves in the process? Warning :: Mild themes of depression, eating disorders and mentions of selfharm and suicide. Copyright 2016 © All rights reserved to secretjellyfish. Enjoy xx

They are a new breed rising with flames flickering in their eyes. They don't fear anything because they've already been torn apart and undone. They are ruled by pure impulse driven by a primal instinct to survive. They have become the consequences of their choices. And one can not be fully angelic unless they possess the ability to be truly evil as well. It is feeling the pull of the darkness and staying strong, no matter how painful. For the soul is a magnifying glass for the guilt. And goodness is a choice; an exercise in free will. This journey will reveal the darkness. And by the darkness, the brilliance of pure light shines as a beacon. The story of the kingdom in the cliffs and the evil they perceive shows you that the world has never been in black and white; that every soul is as fluid as the grey storm clouds and that what you see is hardly ever what it actually is.

Jax's role as the "mutual friend" was to help Estella get the guy. Falling in love with her was never part of the plan. Estella Gillon lives a simple life that consists of band, friends, her father and her never-ending crush on Brice Abrams. Jax Velasco, on the other hand, is a bucket load of angst, trust issues, fear of intimacy and built-up anger. They are an unlikely pair, but somehow, the two find comfort in each other and become fast friends. Jax also happens to be a part of Brice's posse, and he may just be the key to Estella snatching the boy of her dreams. However, through all the run-ins with each other, the long car rides and the one-on-one moments spent together, the line between just friends and more starts to blur. Loyalties are tested, secrets are exposed, personal demons are faced and conflicts arise when the mutual friend transitions from being the wingman to wanting the girl for himself. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * Copyright © 2016 October Silver. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of October Silver. * The visual image used in the cover art of this story along with all multimedia are the sole property of their respective owners. * Updated frequently * Re-posted: August 04, 2018 Completed: June 02, 2019

Enter a world similar to ours, with the ever slightest difference. Follow the story through different characters and put the puzzle together. This book may cover several uncomfortable topics, including abuse, death, self harm, mental illness, and overall world tragedy. Although these topics arise there's an important message to be received, can you find it? It may just happen to find you. "Smith followed the trail into the forest, the further in he got, the more worn the brush and the more easy it was to track. It started to get dark, and Smith was rethinking his brash choice to follow Milo. It wasn't like him to just run after someone because he had a feeling, and it wasn't like him to continue a journey that required so much effort. He didn't even check in with his parents, they were probably worried sick. But it'd be even more stupid to go back now, he didn't know the forest vary well and his only chance at getting home was to find Milo. To his advantage, he managed to stumble upon him just at the thought. Milo was sitting on the roof of a dilapidated house, staring directly into the sky." (Ch. 2)

burn my paper soul with the fire of your love | POE 56 | cover cr @softaen

hysteria hɪˈstɪərɪə/ (noun) exaggerated or uncontrollable emotion or excitement. : a look into the mind of a social recluse