Истории Freementalilness

Her words were laced with hidden meanings. 1ST PLACE WINNER OF THE CAR AWARDS 2017 start: 3/3/2017 COVER ART: KELOGSLOOPS 2022 Edit: MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING FOR MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES (+MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM!) I am no longer actively using Wattpad and am much healthier than I was when I wrote these. If reading about such topics may affect your wellbeing or state of mind, please do not proceed. Please take care of yourself, I wish you well!

❝ That's when I realized: Either I am going to kill this disorder Or it's going to kill me ❞ book two in the mental illnesses series

"Life, Luke had decided, was colourless."

If Phyl had never come, maybe she wouldn't be hurting. Then again, it was the words that hurt her. The words that made Phyl come in the first place...

Love didn't exist, at least, not in her world. She didn't expected someone to care. And she definitely didn't expect to be truly happy. She is somehow broken and He is her Saviour. Meet Zeisha Evans, a teenager with problems that has made her lost in this crowded world. But comes her knight in shining armour, Noah Adams, who is hell bent on saving her. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ " Zeisha. Are you okay?" "No I'm not. Not at all. I'm depressed. I have anxiety. I have a fear of everyone leaving me. I want someone to mend my broken heart. I want someone to talk to. I need someone to hug me, to tell me it's all gonna be okay. I want to tell someone, I want to spill out everything. But what if I tell you and you reject me? What if you think I'm asking for attention?"

"Her kisses tasted like destruction, she was poison. Slowly killing me and yet I'd never felt more alive." Jace has always admired Midnight from afar, stealing glances at her during class and at the cafeteria. He watches from a distance as she slowly fades away, starving herself to death and now lookin from afar just doesn't cut it anymore. He reaches out to her and tries to get her some help but Midnight isn't so willing. She thinks Jace does not understand what she's going through and doesn't see why he's fusing so much...until she finds out that Jace has an even bigger secret than she does. Will Jace and Midnight be able to help fix each other or will they end up destroying themselves in the process? Warning :: Mild themes of depression, eating disorders and mentions of selfharm and suicide. Copyright 2016 © All rights reserved to secretjellyfish. Enjoy xx

Hey there,Welcome. It's time to take a fall. For when we fall,we learn to fly.

Aeriss Fletcher is not a 'normal' individual. He is not able to calmly stand in a crowd, he is not someone who can freely speak to strangers, and it is impossible for him to remain relaxed around other people. Aeriss is a boy who has struggled throughout his life, with a disorder that has kept him encaged within the confinements of his own self built barriers. Because of this, Aeriss had been homeschooled. With his mother running a large retail corporation, they had the money and the countless resources to support Aeriss's needs, and allow the online education courses to take place. Therefore, it was never a problem to have Aeriss avoid contact with others. So despite the unavoidable family events, and occasional anxiety ridden outings with his mother, Aeriss felt that he really didn't need to be social with other people. Although, this convenient life slowly came to a petrifying halt when Aeriss learned that his mother was losing money fast, and her company was slowly drowning alongside them. With money being a growing concern, Aeriss's expensive online courses were no longer an option available to them. Which left them with one desperate choice, and that was for Aeriss to enter the public high school system. With this unavoidable issue at hand, Aeriss understood that there was not much he could do but self isolate until that dreaded first day of class. The first day he would step into a building with hundreds of other people, unprepared, and completely alone. But then, his therapist had an idea. The Buddy System. What if Aeriss had a friend that could be there alongside him throughout his school days, and help ease his anxiety? Someone he was familiar and comfortable with? It would be surprisingly simple to make a request to the school district and have them fit Aeriss's schedule into that of his friend. But there was one issue with this plan. Aeriss didn't have any friends. Although, of course, that was until he met Grayson Devaroux.

For as long as she can remember, Juniper Calvin has always been an outcast. Diagnosed with schizophrenia at the age of fifteen was hard enough living with it by herself, but when her secret gets out, she is alone an outcasted in a world of darkness. Until Jett Olson comes along. Determined to keep his friendship and fighting a hopeless crush, she swears she will do all she can to keep him from finding out, but you can only keep a secret for so long... All rights belong to @alliexwrites. Any similarities between characters/settings and things in your personal life are purely coincidental. This story is completely fiction and is not based off any real person, setting, or event.

this is me. and you. and all of us. and why we fall apart.

Without air you can't live. We need air to breathe. But once I read that the air is a poison which slowly, but surely, kills us all. ~~~~ My name is Ari,short for Aria,my whole existence concentrated in 3 letters.If you play a little bit with them, you'll get a whole new word. I want to tell you my story. But will you listen? Because confessing to a piece of paper will make me crazier than I already am. Before I tell you my story I have to warm you... Tell you my biggest secret... I HEAR VOICES. Well,not voices. Just a voice. In my head.. Talking to me...

❝Sir, I'm sorry to say that your girlfriend, Maya Silvers has been in a car accident at 11:27 PM.❞

I know you wander, I know you escape from Reality. [ NOTE: Several mature themes. (e.x. depictions of suicide, sign of mental illness, etc.) ]

The world is made of cold realities and disappointments, full of homophobic, racist and old-fashioned people. Full of money-driven people and beauty standarts that only a few seem to accomplish. Here a group of teenagers try to find themselves in a world that tells them that being different is bad, so they hide on a society-acceptable version of who they really are. Here, Blake finds who she really is with the help of some other people while the world whispers in her ear all the things she would be able to be and do if she was normal. A story about someone that breaks through all stereotypes people create around teenagers.

One shared biology textbook, one lonely girl, one kind yet mysterious boy, several continuous letters, and a whole bunch of truths and lies. ~~~ [a story told through letters]

kim namjoon never knew what other reason was there to live for; until she gave a reason. (2015 entry for the #yuletide #fanficfriday competition made by @Fanfic) #literasia

In this book, I, a young Muslim-Pakistani girl, shall attempt to clarify and clear up misconceptions about Islam and discuss many other topics as well.

After losing everything will Eve go through with her plans to take her own life? Haunted by her recent past, eighteen year old Eve writes down the experience of her last few days on earth in a journal. Checking of the things on her bucket list, one by one until she gets to the end. Will her past catch up to her, or will she be left alone to find the end she so desperately craves? Copyright © 2017 its-totally-ok All Rights Reserved Cover design by @MagicPoppy from Graphics Nation #freementalillness First place winner of The Glimmer Awards -Teen Fiction Category. First place winner of The Angel Awards - Teen Fiction Category.

[COMPLETED] College is a time to start from scratch, to start over, to find yourself. Dash, who survived a car crash her best friend Danny did not, desperately needs a fresh start. But with PTSD episodes from the smallest of triggers and her cheating ex-boyfriend constantly showing up on campus, she isn't sure how to. She can't find a friend in her roommate, who appears to be the spawn of Godzilla and Barbie, and her very first philosophy class sends her reeling with conversations about death and the afterlife she isn't ready to face. Dash is determined to prove to herself and her parents that she can handle being on her own at school, but struggles to separate her present day from her dark dreams. And it becomes even more confusing when she gets involved with Tyler, who also has a past he wants to avoid. Can she overcome the mental scars the accident left her with, or will she carry them forever? Cover by: @MulanJiang 7/28/16: #443 in General Fiction 3/30/16: #527 in General Fiction 3/29/16: #663 in General Fiction 1/17/16: #754 in General Fiction 1/16/16: #929 in General Fiction