shayy_maa
'' why it has to be like this '' that's what she said to her mom ; the problem with the most parents is whether they didn't have opportunity to realize their dreams , or they went with their parents dreams , but she wanted to be the person who breaks the cycle , Emilia is that kind of girl who believes in logic , science , reality, she never cares about what people think or how they see her , what really matters for her is the way she feels , the satisfaction she gets from life .
It was hard day for her mom to see her little girl try to fly away for her nest , she could accept the person who Emilia become , she tried to stop so bad that she started to destroy by any possible way , showed her how cruel is the world outside , howmuch people can be evil ; unfortunately she was destroying her and breaking her heart instead , that causes to her daughter a lot of pain , it's her own mother who cannot understand and accept her , why would someone else ?
Emilia kept thinking over and over , it was her mom or her dreams , breaking the cycle or enforcing it , very difficult chois , she was living in huge chaos . Days after Emilia become a dark person , isolated , acting in weird way , she almost lost her self , then she saw her self fading away , so she decided that breaking the cycle for her and the next generation worth sacrificing her mom's feelings , shestarted gathering money and economizing just to reach her goal , she have done many things only to proof her point .
2 years later , the time has come for Emilia to face her parents and tell them , of course it was really hard at the beginning however she was so strong when telling them , her parents freaked out , and very angry at her , although it was price that she was ready to pay ; she left her house and her parents behind just to start a new life , a life she admire.Emilia lived in hell for years after she left , between studying and working but she finally got what she wanted .
you never know if you never try ...