Hatemyself Stories

Finding someone who loves you more than you'll ever love yourself is shit because what do you mean I lie awake at two am convinced you should leave me because you deserve better?!

Welcome to this book of bitching, rant and pretty insulting things, this is a book of self-understanding, even from the horrible things I said to people, which can make me regret up until today. This is the story of my life, things that happen. It's literally a diary, as the title implies! You can read my bipolar thoughts, feelings and problems involving, love, school and friendship, between other things. If you feel like you might be having any of the problems contained in here: •Stop reading, for your own good. •Ask me for help, I'm always here. •Say nothing. Most of this is depressive things, but there are also some parts that involve happy thoughts. This book contains subjects about: self-harm, suicide, self-hate, depression, etc. If you don't like any of these do NOT read. In any way, it's up to you if you want to read! I don't have an specific day I update, though I normally do at night, but it's just when something happens and I want to write it down. Anyway, I hope you enjoy ^*^ <3 "Stupid minds are the ones who walk the simple paths." -Unknown "One something is truly lost, one can never get it back." -Ciel Phantomhive "The darkest places are the ones in which demons hide the most." -b.r.g. "Believe in your strengths, believe." -Happy Mask Salesman #45 in Non-Fiction 07/05/2016 Update April 2017: People change. And I'm doing for good. I'm learning, I'm improving. I finally am finding myself. Don't be afraid to look for you. :)

i swear... my name reminds me of an old lady!

Mám tu popsat příběh kterej stejně psát nebudu. Kopnu se do zadku maximálně až mi bude nejhůř a budu se potřebovat vypsat nebo jen odreagovat a vyčistit si bordel v hlavě. Třeba to někoho bude zajímat.

hi my name is Addy and I'm 13 years old and I go through some bad problems read my story to figure out what they are😮😮

I can't share this with anyone, so I thought why not write about it, where no one knows me, and some can relate. this is about anorexia, it will be triggering, suicide might come up, this is basically me sharing my thought's, so it will be dark. but I can't hold it in anymore. I can't.

This is sort of my online diary. This is where I write down my feelings or thoughts about whatever I want to talk about. If I personally know you, then please don't bring his up if you read it.

This is my way of dealing. Anything I cant say out loud goes down. Any feelings I must hide I write it out.

Yeah this is probably the only thing I'm ever gonna post... Don't kill me, I know it's weird NARREH OF COURSE :P

This is a poem, named, Pretty Ugly. This poem is connected with my life.

-- Poetry -- The innermost thoughts of a person you don't even know. #1 in Numbness (08/09/20) #1 bookofthoughts (08/09/20) #1 lostmyself (08/09/20)

A set of poems on emotions I've been going through. Poems that I just thought of and wrote down. They have their moments and they make you feel emotions if I write it well. thanks for the read

I don't expect many people to read this and honestly I dont care I just want to put this so people because who knows

The heart is an amazing thing. It can forgive and fall in love again when it has been broken over and over again...

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This is just a poem book for me to put my feelings. *WARNING* These poems are mostly death and sad related. If uncomfortable by these things please don't read.

I'm not the world's best poet. But I enjoy writing poetry and things similar to that. This will be an ever growing collection of thoughts and emotions I have fathomed into words that grew into sentences, paragraphs and poems. Please don't judge. Let me know if you can relate

Fed up...............