halleyrayann
The water that surrounds me is no longer clear
You say you love me but you are no longer here
an intense feeling of what most would consider pain
I feel as if this is the only way to stay sane
My life is spiraling, & I only continue watch it unfold
Gone but never forgotten will be soon be written in bold
if your blood runs red at least you know you're still alive
If this is hell I have not one doubt I'll survive
I'll never understand the feeling that lies within
How could loving the person you are ever be a sin
With eyes wide open we all pretend that we don't see
If I loved myself enough, I would just let it be
The bathroom walls drip, & lord knows they're beautifully painted
My hope for happiness in life is far beyond tainted
Ill always continue to pray
Even when I have no other words left to say
the room just keeps spinning around
no more blood, no more sound
I understand why pain is only a 4 lettered word
to continue living this life is beyond absurd
I promise this will be the last of my never ending hurt
Lying 6 feet under, covered with dirt